Tuesday, October 2, 2012

october

welcome october ^^
hello :D
time really pass so fast and i like it :)
2 more month i can leave sandakan soon 
1 more month i gonna sit for my STPM 
afraid? stress? 
i don think i have ..haha opssss 
when i chat with my sis just now , finally i know what to do
singapore life is i really wish to have last forever and don wish to come back malaysia
finally i get my mum permission that i not must in university to study 4 years
but my sis was no really agree with it
she told me that last time i force you to study form 6 is because i wish you can get in university and graduation as university student
she said i can study at singapore but i cant give up on STPM
i should try my best to get a better result
if at last i also cant get in that is never mind because i did try my best to hold on the chance
if i don have try straight give up ,she will feel very dissapointed on me
what my sister told me is truth
i never try never move but give up
i don want to stay at here because of many reason ,those reason really make me cant breathe out
so i decide to leave here 
but i know i cant too selfish only think of myself and avoid my family feeling
they are my family forever family
only family will last forever with me 
i will hold on my promise and work it :)

p/s: no matter where are you, i just wish to be with you.

下一站 幸福 ?

从看了“下一站幸福”这台湾剧
想念里面的剧情 
沉迷在台湾剧 因为里面的故事都是我时常幻想想拥有的
好笑吧? 我自己清楚明白只能幻想 但我也愿意
或许我相信着
深爱着一个人 可以为对方牺牲一切包括离开
爱情就像玩大富翁 有机会和命运
机会可以让你开心或忧愁 命运可让你改变一切
而我也许只能抽机会 因为我的命运是零
我能到那一站? 我的那一站是幸福的?
有些时候 我的脚步不想踏前一步
是因为我身后有着我的不舍得
我的梦里 我的心里 我的歌声里
都存在着你
如果你们是属于对方的 无论及时 无论在那里 无论多久
你们都会遇见 结局会是幸福的
一个人一辈子一次幸福难不难?
:)
想离开的很遥远 但越渴望越没力气往前走
如果遗失的梦能再找回来 我会勇敢的捉住
我猜测不到我的未来
因为我的命运是零