last night
i seriously very emotional
i just feel that my heart is nt belong to me
it just don hear what i said ,i just cant control my heart perfectly
what happened har??
this few days i damn emo of keep thinking those nonsense
why ahh?.
i also feel myself so stupid like to make trouble out
ishhhh !!!
maybe i just believe what i feel
i just can feel out what will happen soon
what i worry what i scare really will come true
am i a god? weird?
lastly thanks for my dear advices
what she told me really did wake me up
what she told me really correct
i just keep follow people step to move but never think of myself
i just very care how a people treat me but never think of it good or bad
i don want let a people bring me walk
i need walk alone
i cant depends on other more i need is independent
it just a little things can make i lost myself
i just want to give a big stupid clap to myself
keep tell myself cant get use in everythings
because this might be changes in 1 second 1 minute 1 days
things will not last forever
i need to face it by myself with a stronger mood
can i??
i just realise more 9 days is my birthday
20 years old??
20 years old bring me many problem
november have many friends birthday
saw they post their happy picture on facebook
feel them so happy and enjoy :)
happy to see it :)
more 34 days i can leave here ^^
i can have my new life without sandakan
hope 2013 will be nice to me
just correct all my luck and use it on 2013
finger cross
