well ~
last night i was watched hong kong drama alone untill midnight 3 o clcok
it was so comfortable and relaxed
after 6 days of work finally saturday night i can relax like a boss
weeee :D
today sleep till afternoon just willing to open my eyes
hehehehe
we should not waste the time to sleep
hahahaa :D
after woke up just then start to clean my room
my room floor is full of hair..
just feel so geli so i decide to clean it up..
now look so clean and comfortable ...
cooked maggie and milo for my brunch
feel so lonely but is okay
just keep telling myself IS OKAY
movie is always the best accompany when you feel nothings to do and alone
it can help you to past time faster..
haha..
recently i just keep thinkin the same things..
keep think how to escape it and run from the problem
but it is too hard for me to escape because all had already comfirm
i admit that i am regret for what i choosed
but before i had told myself even i feel regret at the last i also need to resposible in it
because no people force me
and this decision is i choose myself
even now feel regret i just can keep in heart
my reality still move on...:')
just more hardworking to improve and update myself
hope i can catch up faster and gain more experience
i need to improve my speaking skill
but i also very thx when my from 6 have must speaking lesson
now then i wont so hard to comminicate with others :)
i able speak smoothly but still need to slowly improve to do the best :D
last night i was tango with my buddies
i so miss them and very jealous they can chit chat together
but i need to meet them through hp screen only
i very miss the mmment we all play till crazy chat till non stop
it is so memorable
when stay here,sometimes really do wish have a people can chat with me until i fall asleep
at least i know still have a people is keep accompany me
so miss my mummy and my sister
of course my little cut niece too <3 p="">
can time past faster?? i do wish to back malaysia to meet them up..
last night when went back home
i walked cross the river side..
i stand at the river side hearing soft music
it was feel so relax
i saw many couple and many happy family was busy taked picture and also dating
but i am alone
i taked picture myself and told myself
it is a way to let me be more stronger
:D
just smile to let all emo things run away
cheers ^^
p/s: MY= MISS YOU
