come again :(

finally it come again

even how i escape it but it still come again :(

the most i hate the most i scare 

god why you treat me like this

it really damn pain you know??

haizzz:(

i even scare till i cried ,i really no dare to face it alone

how much i wish got a people accompany me together face it ...

how come my body so sucks cant just healthy abit?

my backbone is already suffering me 9 years 

but it still cant cure 

this time my backbone is serious then before

doctor say because i too use energy and don have warm up

before doctor already told me i cant take heavy things 

but  slowly i forget edi..

i beg the doctor said i don want injection can i just eat medicine

he said this is the only way i recover faster...

how much i scare how much i afraid
i just wish have someone stay beside me and face it with me..:(

rainy days

2 days had rainy heavy at afternoon

i love rainy day,it feel very comfortable :)

i love the way to stay at home when it raining ^^

it feel so warm and lovely :)

if have a warm hug from someone special it more good ^^

raining day make my mood good enough 

hahahaha ^^

oh ya! want share 1 happy things with all of u ^^

i super duper happy with it...

from the begining i keep worrying about my STPM will finish at what date

coz i really scare when my big day it still want me celebrate with book

i really don want :(

but so luckily that it finish on 5th december

i am very luckily and no need worry about that anymore ^^

when i open the STPM timetable,the 1st things i not see about 1st day is exam what

i am scroll down and see when the time i finish my exam

oh yes oh yes!! it really make me happy max

i can pass my big day with a happy mood :)

awwwww~~~ really wish to shout out now...

HAHAHAHAHA!!

this year i just wish to pass it with the one i wish 

someone special for me :)

but i don dare put many hope inside it coz i really scare of feel dissapointed again

just let the wish keep inside my heart

hope god heard what my heart saying ^^

 

and thx goverment for the arrangement of STPM timetable..

xoxo