JunE

finally i get and knew the truth all the things
i also suprise i will knew all this by this way
i have no idea why all this would happened on me
all this just liked a movie ,but really truthly happened on me
how CRUEL
when the moment i knw all things i feel my life was black colour
deeply hurt deeply pain
even i wish i could stop my life from tat minute
i cried seriously whole nights
don dare to closed my eyes,once i closed my eyes i will think of those lie
all is just a LIE
honestly truly believes a people at last i get all is lie
i felt enough le,already few month already few month i around in this circle
i feel tired
my heart enough injuries ,i will collapse
w!i don want care anythings all lie was remove from my mind
i don want to stand inside this circle anymore
i scared i very scared

学会别太过在乎 你会发现里面的美丽
知道许多事是没办法阻止 那就只好看开点
会发生的始终都会发生 太过在乎到最后受伤害的是自己
顺其自然吧！我也不想阻止或在乎了
因为我知道是根本没可能的 我唯一能做的就是爱自己


希望六月是我开始的一个月
找回我自己
找回我的笑容 我的开心

爱你爱盈 <3<3