Thursday, June 20, 2013

I
 GET 
FREEDOMS
 BUT
 I 
 LOST
 HAPPY

nice to meet you :D

HELLO!!
LONG TIME NO SEE MY BLOGER 
AFTER CAME SINGAPORE I JUST LAZY TO ON MY LAPTOP .
WHAT SIA?? I DUNNO WHY MAYB TOO TIRED??
HMMMM...BLINK ~~
IS JUNE ALREADY!! I OFFICIALLY STAY AT SINGAPORE HALF YEAR 
WOW!IT SUPER FAST FAST FAST
JUST THINKED BACKED WHEN I JUST REACHED SINGAPORE EVERYTHINGS IS UNSTABLE
DID MADE ME FEIT TIRED MAX AND STRESS MAX!
JUST KEPT TOLD MYSELF SLOWLY AND SLOWLY SETTLED ALL DOWN
FINALLY I DONE IT :D
THIS TIME WAS THE FOURTH TIMES I CAME SINGAPORE
THE PREVIOUS THIRD TIMES I JUST CAME HERE STAY FOR 3 MONTH
THIS TIME WAS THE MOST LONGEST I STAY OVER HERE

 
HOW IS MY FEELING NOW STAYING OVER HERE AND WORKING HERE FAR FROM MY FAMILY AND HOMETOWN.
I JUST CAN SAID "I MISS HOME SO MUCH!!MUCH MUCH MUCH!! "
CAN YOU FEEL HOW MUCH I MISS MY HOMETOWN AND MY FAMILY?
IT WAS SO SUFFER!
CRIED? I DID CRIED FOR MANY TIMES AND MANY REASON.
CRIED IS THE BEST WAY FOR ME TO RELEASE MY STRESS AND SADNESS
AFTER CRIED I WILL FEEL SO COMFORTABLE JUST LIKE EVERYTHINGS IS SETTLE DOWN

STAY STRONGER? SAID SURE EASY .
IT VERY HARD FOR ME..CAME OVER HERE JUST LIKE ALL NEED TO RESTART
BACK TO ZERO AND START FROM ONE
IT REALLY MADE ME FELT SUPER TIRED.
BUT WILL I BLAME ANYONE? WONT!THIS WAS MY CHOICE.
IS I DECIDED MYSELF I WANTED CAME OVER HERE FOR ONE YEAR
ONE YEAR FOR ME IS LONG OR SHORT?
IT REALLY DAMN LONG..I DO WISH NOW IS DECEMBER AND I CAN BUY AIR TICKET GO BACK TO MY FAMILY SIDE!

COMMENT FOR MY JOB NOW?
CAN COUNT AS I LIKE MY JOB :)
I CAN LEARN MANY THINGS AND GAIN MORE EXPERIENCE :)
MY TEAM LEADER IS FRIENDLY AND TAKE CARE ME WELL:)
I AM SO LUCKY :D
1st time work full time job and at a big company
there is so many rules so many things that we need to follow
when you work the most happy things is when your salary time :D
hahahaha!!

SALARY DAY IS MY HEAVEN DAY
WEHEEE!!
AND I GOT NICE AND FRIENDLY COLLEGUE :)
I LIKE TO BE WITH THEM ,SOMETIMES WE JUST KEEP LAUGH NON STOP 
THEY ALL ARE SINGAPOREAN,BE WITH THEM I JUST FEEL SO WARM
THEY TREAT ME LIKE THEIR DAUGHTER BECAUSE THEY ALREADY MARRIED AND ALREADY IS A MUMMY :)
AND ONE IS SAME YEARS WITH ME,SHE IS JUST SO NAUGHTY AND I FEEL BOTH OF US LIK KNW FOR LONG TIMES
HAHAHAA!
WHEN STAYING IN A STRANGER PLACE ,FRIENDS IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR ME.
GOD BLESS ME I AM NOT ALONE ANYMORE :D

OKAY~ I MOVED HOUSE AGAIN!
THIS IS THE 3RD TIME I MOVED HOUSE
ONLY STAY HERE HALF YEARS BUT I JUST KEEP MOVED HOUSE ONLY
I REALLY HATE WERRR!!
AT LAST I GET A WARM HOUSE <3 span="">
A WARM PLACE TO LET ME STAY INSIDE IT REALLY SO IMPORTANT FOR ME
AFTER U WORK JUST WISH CAN FASTER GO BACK MY COMFORTABLE BED TO HAVE A SWEET DREAM
NOW I GET IT!
AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IS I NO NEED TO MOVE AGAIN WHAT !!
JUNE NOW!FINALLY ALL THINGS ARE SETTLE DOWN
AND NOW IS TIME FOR ME TO SAVE MORE MONEY GO TRAVEL !
WEHHEEEEEEEE

LIVING ALONE AT OUTSIDE IS NOT EASY AS YOU THINK
NO PEOPLE WILL HELP YOU IF YOU DON DO THAT
INDIVUDUAL
BEFORE AT MUMMY SIDES,FEEL LAZY MUMMY HELP..
WANT BUY ANYTHINGS ,JUST CALL MUMMY ~
WANT EAT WHAT MUMMY COOK FOR ME..
EVERYNIGHT HAVE DELICIOUS DINNER READY FOR ME
BUT NOW?
NO ,ALL YOU JUST DO ALONE.
NOW THEN I FEEL HOW MUCH I LAZY BEFORE..:(
MUMMY YOU ARE THE BEST!


 

 


Friday, April 12, 2013

BACK

我回来啦!
很久不见!
最近时间都变成了睡觉 大部分时间都是在睡觉
除了睡觉还是睡觉
一个人在外面生活 有好也有坏
好的是自由 自由的到你想要到的地方
坏的是很累 很累 
你不动就没有人帮助你 想懒惰一下下就饿着肚子
不简单 到现在的我还不能好好的适应
之前的我还以为来到了陌生的大城市里
我的新生活开始 
但真的蛮累的 这并不简单 一个人在外面生活 不只是需要勇气 还需要坚持
想念更难熬 
每天都在倒数着时间 时间无时无刻的在东但我却觉得好漫长 
很想回到妈妈的怀抱里 
坚持久了都觉的快要生病了 精疲力尽
好想回到我从小长大的家乡 我最熟悉的地方

Thursday, February 21, 2013

independent life

hello bloger..
long time no visit u le
recently keep busy to settle down all the things
seriously i so tired..
trying to be more independent really so tired
anythings also need to settle by myself
sometimes i really do wish have people give me some idea or rent me a pair of ear
from the day i came here,i never stop to think about my job
a trainee is it must pass all this things
after that will be good?
i really do hope so..
living independent is no that easy as what people say
sometimes i do wish escape all the things and go back malaysia..
can i have a good luck?
can i settle all things down?
can i enjoy my life here??
please
 


Wednesday, February 13, 2013

HAPPY VALENTINES

 
okay..
for me today is only thursday "haha"
valentines ?what is that?
early morning i receive a valentines present
suprise ~
the present is
GIVE UP
what a good present rite :)
i already try my full best,at last also no ending
just let it be..
if force to have somethings it also meaningless
i already try so i wont regret
2nd times le...is time for me to rest now
being hurt feeling so suckss
so tired
hope this all things will let me grow more mature
and more strong
from now on,my dictionary no promise this word
totally delete !
no sucks word appear in my life again..
I WONT BELIEVE ANYMORE !
 
continue enjoy my singal day
FOREVER ALONE
but i like it :D
at least wont hurt by others and feel the worse feeling
 
enjoy my last holidays ~~
wohooo !
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
early morning receives a valentines day present
suprise ~~
the present is
GIVE UP


Tuesday, February 12, 2013

boring,alone chinese new year

can someone talk to me??
can someone accompany me??
can someone care of me??
2013 chinese new year is the most boring to me
cause i just stay home stay home and stay home
movie movie movie and also movie
what a boring holidays to me :(
really so boring ahhhhh !!!!!
staying outside alone not a easy things
last night went out pub to have a drinks
untill morning then i just slept
today stay home whole day and oing nothings again
how about tomorrow? how about thursday?
i really dunno how to pass it
thursday is valentine days
sorry,i already forgot what meaning of valentines day
for me it just like normal only :' (
nothings important for me..
can i run away from now?
i don want to stay at a hell life...
i will crazy ahhhh!!!!

Friday, February 1, 2013

welcome febRuary

hello febRuary :D
i officially at singapore 22 days
leave malaysia already 28 days
happy? enjoy?
hmmm,i dunno how to answer
cause of my work problem
i kep cant settle it but......
just take time slowly to think about it and try to no regret again
everyday repeat the same things
walk work walk back
this call working life?
i had really feel it
i understand why those people will say go school better than work
now i really can feel it and understand
now i rather choose go back my school life except exam lahh...hehehe =p
although exam is so tired but work more tired plus stress
haizzzz~~


god bless me i can have another way let me move on
please~~


my colleagua everyday is happing that chinese new year can back their own hometown
busying buy new cloth
me?? this year no chinese new year for me
chinese new year is around the corner but that is not important for me
i think i will eat alone walk alone and shooping alone to pass my chinese new year
because all my friends is not at singapore
haizzzzz...
i miss my family and all my friends
meet them up and gather together is how fun and enjoy
but... is okay :')

p/s: seriously i miss you so much..

 
and hor i want to dye my hair lahhh
i cant wait already
when can i dye my hair and cut my hair??
my front hair is damn long and so weird
red purple colour!! wait me !!