happy new year eve

2012 2012 2012 2012

say bye bye to 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE EVERYONE

today is the last day of 2012

anythings still hvnt do yet?

fast finish it today

and get ready to welcome a brand new year

wow ~~ 2013

what a good new start :)

2012 finished that mean i gonna end my school life

step in to work

2013 just wish i able work smoothly 

and i can fully enjoy my year 2013 at singapore

yeah ^^

waiting countdown tonight and see fireworks

awwww ~~~

still remember last night i countdown at kl with a group friends

what a enjoyable night ^^

but this year i can countdown with the one i wish :)

thx that i able countdown together with you before i leave

lets together enjoy the night

wohoooo ~~

and here

i gonna wish all 

HAPPY ALWAYS AND STAY HEALTHY 

loV3

Ohaiyooo

OHAIYOOO

2 more days is gonna end 2012

and WELCOME 2013

wohoooo ~~

2013 coming mean my day leaving here is getting near and near

can the time stop at 31th 2012?

hmmm..recently got a part time job

that is outing with friends 

everynight also went out drink drink drink and also drink

eat supper eat supper and eat supper

fat fat fat fat and very fat

i just don dare too see how much weight am i now

omg !!!

need to diet seriously but when i at singapore

hahahaa!

i just want to enjoy this few days before i leave sandakan

2012 end soon

anythings happened at 2012 is gonna end also

just have a brand new year new start and new life in 2013

i gonna pass my 2013 at singapore 

no come back malaysia at all

sure miss die me :(

but never mind..

i will stay stronger and work hard to save many money 

is time for me independent at outside...

okay~

today i lost my necklace 

a gold key when my mum gift me as my 20th birthday present

sad die me :'(

sorry mummy i dint take care it well :(

and i almost lost my iphone too

my fren said i really so da tao ha and asked me how i survive at singapore alone?

i just hmmm dunno

they said later i lost myself and newpaper got my photo write WANTED

hahahaha !

i just too careless 

how i gonna take care my own things well har??

can someone teach me or always remind me?

HAIZZZZ

soey ah soey ~~

p/s: can i grow up faster ? hmmm?

merry Christmas

jingel bell Jingel bell ~ ~ ~

ho ho ho ho MERRY CHRISTMAS

santa claus went back already

santa claus~~

did you received my wish??

can i have a miracle christmas wish??

i know you cant help me also

never mind :)

passed my christmas eve with my best ji mui ^^

SWAT countdown together 

what a enjoyable night ^^

and i dint get drunk ^^

hehehehe :)

p/s: nothings to said but feel ustable

big Day

TAN !!!!

sang yat fai lok :D

you officially 19 years old lahh

we know each others since lower six...

but we close to each other since upper six

i am so happy and glad i know you and become my dear ^^

although we just have 2 years friendship but i just feel like we are know for so long time

i like to share out my things with you no matter happy or sad

because you always willing lent me your ear and be patient heard for my things

really very thanks you 

still remember everyday we chit chat at school 

chat until tired then we will take a rest that is sleep

hahahaha !!

still remember we always saw who fall assleep?

and we sure keep laugh...

what a happy momment with you :D

AND 

when have examination

you always be my side help me about those subject especially sejarah

you will be patient  explain a story to me 

because you know i don understand even i read it

i need a people who explain to me in cantonese

and you are the one always help me 

my form 6 life really so glad that i know you :D

so fast our form 6 had graduate

a friends that i most not willing to leave de is you 

appreciate you this friend so much ^^

now i even hope i can in same university with you

how much i hope it 

but no matter where am i no matter what happen

you forever is my best friends best ji mui best dear ^^

friendship forever 

hope you can enjoy your big day that pass with urs ya

i wish you can have a memorable birthday

again

haPpY bIRtHdAY tO yOU

countdown

13 days left

time pass really so fast 

very fast 

my heart is still unable to accept i am going to singapore alone

my heart is still unable to accept i am gonna leave here soon

my heart is still unable to accept i will be back here after 1 years

my heart is still unable to accept i will leave the one who inside my heart

i can feel out the day when i leave 4th jan 2013

 i am not with a happy mood 

walking inside the boarding room but my heart stll not willing to leave

reach kl start my shopping mood

but my mind still thinking sandakan

leave kl taking flight alone go singapore

reach singapore airport alone

how come i will think about this?

i am not wish can faster leave here go to singapore? 

but now i wish time can slowly abit

can give me more time to stay here?? please

i willbe back here after one years

one years not count so long or so short

but inside this 1 years can happen many things

wait the time i back here will all the things still the same ?

i wish i hope i want 

21.12.2012

harlo~~

i am still here ^^

seem nothings will happen ;)

it sound good :D

last night early sleep then today once open my eyes

i saw my room is bright 

well ~~

i know there is morning already

will the candle get use??

nononono ~~ i think we need put back le

hahahaa ^^

today stay at home 

thinking and making 

just wish i can settle all things and sucess it :)

i want i wish i hope all the people who i know is happy always ^^

just finish clear my latop

my pictures is everywhere and keep repeat and repeat

arrange it and put inside a folder

well ~~

my folder was end by my birthday celebration

i believe it will continue have a new folder ^^

just now suddenly saw somethings

it make me feel sad

i know she keep pretending 

i know she is not okay 

but because of 1 people she need to stay strong and go on

i know she very tired i know she still love him

but all things had changes and it cant turn back

i will always stay on your side support you

no matter what happen you still got urs ;)

you CAN i know you CAN 

P/S: you are always my lovely sister <3 p="p">

世界末日？

today many people talk about word end

they just take this as a joke to talk

i think there is no many people believe it

if really serious,i don think they take it as a joke 

world end??

is tat easy to end??

i don think so ~~

if blackout maybe will happen 

but will our sun uncle take holidays 3 days??

hahaha...

all the things need wait until tomorrow just know 

but sure i hope all things run like normal 

nothings happen :)

today 20-12-2012

what a nice date :D

P/S: finger cross ^^

finally

finally i able to decide what i want

ask ask ask ask ask

why why why why why

at last i get an answer for myself

wanna to stay here because of many reason

wanna to leave here asap because of one reason

but that only reason really suffer me

and just now my friends told me have a work for me

will all this too late??

because i already have a decision

what i plan is just want myself come out from suffer and can have a break

i choose to leave here on january and stay alone when cny

i know will many people ask me why why and why

for sure how much i hope can stay here during cny

how much i hope can play and celebrate with my friends

how much i hope to meet up with my friends

how much i hope to stay here and together pass with you

but all this HOW MUCH just because of 1 reason 

the reason is i cant stand for it anymore

so i choose to say goodbye 

sometimes will ask back myself  is there a big problem can let me give up stay here and pass it alone at singapore

YUP !! outside people wont know how i suffer inside it 

i rather choose to alone 

somethings that only i know i dint speak it out but doesnt mean it no happened

so countdown 17 days

goodbye sandakan

goodbye malaysia

hmmm??

how lehh?？
keep thinking
how to decide lehhh??
really need someone to talk to
teach me and give me some advise
what should i do
i need to get it as fast as possible
because there is not much time for me le
i seriously rush in time now
before still feel there is alot of time
can take it slowly
but why now i feel there is so rush and even feel not enough time for me
omg !!
trouble nerhhh....

快乐

他们说一跟人在这个世界要得到真的快乐其实只需要三样东西

有人可爱，有事可做，有所希望

未来永远是一个谜，不要害怕探索，不要害怕成长

因为这是每个人都要经历的 

该来的总会来，只管万开大步 勇敢向前

假如生活欺骗了你，站起来 要越挫越勇。

当你需要抉择岔路口时，做出让自己不会后悔的选择

不管从什么时候开始 重要的是开始以后不要停止

不管在什么时候结束 重要的是结束以后不要后悔

每个人都有每个人的难处 很多事也不是自己想要的

起点也许是不公平 但机会每个人都有

不公平是现实的存在 别仅把精力放在抱怨不公平而放弃了眼前的机会。

也许我们每个人都有做失败者的时候 

在人生中，许多的成败与得失，并不是我们能预料的

只要我们努力去做，求的一份付出后的坦然

其实我们也能很快乐

人生中 当你得到了一些 自然的你会失去一些

这就是人生的考验吧

在爱情里也都一样 想要得到幸福 就要经过种种的考验

爱一个人就希望他每一分每一秒都开心

希望他能找到属于自己的将来

或许想每一刻每一秒都想待在彼此的身边 但这也存在着一种考验

只要彼此两人拥有着同样的意念 同样的承诺

不管两人分开多远 彼此都能感受到彼此的心跳 彼此的想念

等待并不痛苦 痛苦得是永远的失去

等 也是人生中的考验 

不管 等 多久 不管在那等 依然相信着 我是可以的 :）

爱盈笔  ^^

changes

all things had changed

what the plan before all different 

what i waiting since before all gone

当我知道后，我就知道我不能自私

我不能因为我自己而不管你的前途

我清楚明白知道 前途对每个人来说都很重要

所以我跟自己说 不管到最后答案是怎样

我都会支持 最重要是你开心能找到属于你自己的光明 :D

其实我早已做好准备接受 也不敢给期望自己 

但在等待你的结果时 真的很煎熬 很害怕

一旦你告诉了我 我的眼泪一直往下流

问自己 我不是做好准备了吗？

但我就是控制不了我的情绪

崩溃的大哭一场 :'(

过后心情慢慢冷静了 笑了

开心很开心因为知道你的前途会一片光明 :)

当时有一股的冲动想要留下来 不想离开

一个人静静的不断想着重复的问题  我的答案仍然一样

我需要离开这里 我不能继续的待在这里

我需要一年的时间 一年后我会回来

因为你 不管怎样我都会回来

就利用这一年来考验我们的缘分

我相信缘分 我相信我们是有缘分的

不管在那里 使我们的就是我们的

我相信着 :)

再过两个星期我就要离开了 和我打算更改机票

4 号直接飞到新加坡

从新我的新生活 享受我的开始 努力我的目标

我要坚强 我要忍耐 我要独立

你是我最好的精神  我知道我一定会很想念你 很想念我的朋友 和家人

忍耐一年 一年很快就过去了 我相信我可以 

一年过后 再回到这里 就是新的我 

就让我用这一年好好的想想我的前途 了解自己什么才适合我 而我真真的兴趣是什么

这一次的离开 就一年 

而我也独自在陌生的地方度过农历新年

这么大了 第一次在外面没有亲人的陪伴 没有朋友的陪伴 独自一个人

我行吗？ 没关系 告诉自己没关系

很快很快就熬过了 没有什么是不可以的 

虽然是很害怕 害怕寂寞的自己 

但这是我选择的 不后悔

告诉自己加油吧 ！！:)

只要笑一笑没有什么事情过不了 :D

倒数我离开 还有 19 天

不舍

hello blog

weeeee

hello~~ i am back !

long time dint touch m,y blog after finish my stpm

due to my schedule is full jor

open computer also lazy lahh

haha..opssss

okay ~ lets talk about my holidays :D

firstly,i did celebrate my 20 years old birthday at four points sheraton

all my buddies and friends join together and sleep in one room

how amazing :D

we swim and gym at there..it a good memoriEs for me :D

but my mood being spoiled by my gastirc pain..aiksss

and some things that made me alomost fall tears

but luckily i can with a happy to passed my birthday night 

here u need THANKS all gave me a enjoyable birthday day 

heart you all <3 p="p">

next ~~ i went to tawau at 9-12 of december

what a enjoyable trip

start to love tawau so much ~

i went to tawau with 4 people by bus

it very suffer to sit inside bus 6 hours

this year i really fate with bus 

the third time i by bus go travel

hahaha

tawau food is nice !

DURIAN SAGO ! this really is my favourite and i wish to stay at tawau because if this

awwwww~~ 

how delicious !!!!

and most important is we know new friends :D

they are friendly and funny 

really feel so happy to know them :) give us a happy trip in tawau :)

beer night?

also want thx those beer gave me dare in that night

i able to ask and said out the things that keep inside my heart so long time

i feel so release after said it all out and asked all

although i not so remember what i said..hehe

a memory tawau trip ...<3 p="p">

hello holidays

hello holidays ^^

we finally meet...

HEHEHE:D

i am waiting to meet you long time edi

i settled down all my things and rush to meet u

xixi ^_^

bye bye form 6 life 

today i officially end my form 6 life

no more school life no more school uniform and school shoes

AND ! no more STPM

STPM after today said goodbye we wont meet again

i also don want to meet

blekkk !

3 weeks STPM so fast had end 

i gonna move to another step

i smoothly to finish form 6 step

now is turn to move on to another step

that is my singapore life

SINGAPORE ! u also need wait me ya

i meet with holidays first after that is your turn ^=^

midnight wwhile update blog while listen music

it feel so relax ~~

in the midnight stay alone no one around

it feel so good ~

just do a things that you want to do
watch tv? watch movie? FB? youtube?

hehe ^^

keep repeating the same song..feel so love <3 p="p">

hahaha 

p/s: don go find a answer that might hurt you,stay there and keep it 

闷

超闷的叻 

读书的时候 想要放假

现在放假了 却不知该如何过每一天

每天在家重复做同一样东西 闷 ！！！

一直无聊拿着电视遥控器不停地按按按

看到了一部戏

我不知道前面是什么故事 

当我看的时候 是一对情侣

每天都会把钱存进盒子里 两个人的钱就慢慢的越存越多

不过一天 男的遇到意外 受伤了 

而这一场意外 令他欠了很多钱

每天都有人上门掏钱和打架

这女的把他们所存到的钱全都还完

而这女的把她婆婆唯一留给她的手环都拿去抵押

换来一笔钱 

她拿着这笔钱给了他的男朋友

叫他到外面闯一闯 三年过后才回来

无论这三年发生什么事 都要忍耐 

虽然他们的很不舍得对方 但这男的也答应了

临走前 这女的送了他一只手表 已经调好时间

这手表每天会响3次 每当这手表响就是吃东西的时间到了

无论再怎么辛苦再怎么忙碌都一定要吃东西

这男的也离开了台湾到上海

一开始这男的都做一些苦工过日子 而每天也有把钱存进盒子里

每当手表响了 就不会忘记的吃东西

他们就没见面没通电话只是男的用明信片寄给女的告诉他最近的状况

终于这男的凭着自己的努力当上了总裁

三年时间过去了 他回到台湾找回这女孩

漫长的三年后 他们终于可以见面了

他们也踏入了婚姻阶段 

真爱真的存在是吧？

真爱无论彼此身在何方 对彼此的爱依然坚定 不会动摇

而就是彼此的这份爱 让彼此都向上迈上奋斗

因为他们都相信着 有一天他们都会拥有着幸福

时间不是一个问题 距离不是一个问题 

问题在于你们的心

谁已经找到属于你们的真爱 好好的珍惜

我相信你们会幸福的 :D

again !! kk trip :D

yeahuuu~~

turn to our gang kk trip

4 days 3 nights kk trip

 miss??

i very miss it..miss all my secondary school life memorise

happy memorise i will remember all the time :)

those sad and unhappy memorise i already forget 

haha

KA ANN WENDY TRACY

u gals are my best ji mui forever and ever..

muacksssss !!!

i am lucky that let me meet up with u all

lets have a forever friendship

memorise :)

hello december ^^ good morning

haha..today suddenly think of my kk trip with my ji mui last time

saw back those old picture 

thinking back all our memorise..

how happy how sweet:D

lets fresh back my secondary graduate day :)

BSMM & BB ^^

my 6 years ji mui <3 p="p">

my another partner at BSMM :D

she is my lovely teacher since i form 3 

really did miss she so much 

teacher ~ i miss you 

photosoot inside toilet..hehe

pro in act?? haha

BSMM naib pengerusi & GB pengerusi ^^

a same day ,v went to tshun ngen have our swat photoshoot 

did make alot fun 

and most important is our camera man CMK ...hahaha

how miss my old look =p

HAPPY :D

white colour is our team colour in that day

photoshoot 1

 saw?? our professional camera man..

haha

能吗？

我能说出来吗?
我能要求吗？
我能表达吗？
我能吗？

有些事不能假装的不知道
但也要假装的不知道
有些事要隐藏
但却隐藏的好辛苦

为什么人就不能表达一切？
是因为环境的影响
而要勉强自己 假装的很好
有时假装的多 也慢慢的开始讨厌自己

笑容可以代替一切 一笑而过
眼泪可以哭诉一切 哗啦撒过
心里的痛 能一夜忘记?

失眠很痛苦 明明很累了 眼睛累了

躺上床上却眼睁睁的

无论试着怎样强逼自己赶快入睡 都没用

有些烦恼 有些痛楚 有些问题

都想借由睡觉带过 不过失败

我已习惯了吗？ 

是否每天都要尝试着失眠的痛苦

我就是睡不着！！！

我只想好好的睡一觉

为什么从以前我就不会得到答案

没有答案的生活

我厌恶了

life

thanks

曲婉婷 



春天, 情不自禁想念
会到哪一天, 不再会去留恋
夏天, 天上掉着雨点
我不再是从前, 
不会因你哭得红了眼
秋天, 花儿谢了一片
我不再会因你而改变
也不再会犹豫说再见
冬天, 很快又是一年
世界不是这个屋檐
没有你的日子更加甜
我感谢你离开了我, 你可知道
没有你我不会这么快的学到
什么是坚强,什么是真爱
人为何要先懂得爱自己再去爱别人
你以为你离开了, 我不会快乐
像电视里的女主角一样难过
我告诉你今天
我过得很快活…

“你走的那天 我哭了
不知道什么时候 能够停止这种感觉
一年以后的今天 我笑了
感谢你当初离开了我
没有了你的日子 我过得更快活”
每一天, 我都可以实现
所谓的事你曾说我做不到
我终于明白什么事都不依靠…
我感谢你离开了我, 你可知道
没有你我不会这么快的学到
什么是坚强,什么是真爱
人为何要先懂得爱自己再去爱别人
你以为你离开了, 我不会快乐
像电视里的女主角一样难过
我告诉你今天
我过得很快活…
我感谢你离开了我, 你可知道
没有你我不会这么快的学到
什么是坚强,什么是真爱
人为何要先懂得爱自己再去爱别人
你以为你离开了, 我不会快乐
像电视里的女主角一样难过
我告诉你今天
我过得很快活…

bye by3 hello

bye bye bye bye bye

NOVEMBER

hello hello hello hello

DECEMBER

let us welcome DECEMBER together :D

a last month in year 2012

a last month let us to done our things in 2012

and get ready welcome a new year ^^

dunno why i just hope what i have at 2012 just stay it there

i want a brand new year 2013 

depends

last night 

i seriously very emotional

i just feel that my heart is nt belong to me

it just don hear what i said ,i just cant control my heart perfectly

what happened har??

this few days i damn emo of keep thinking those nonsense

why ahh?.

i also feel myself so stupid like to make trouble out

ishhhh !!!

maybe i just believe what i feel 

i just can feel out what will happen soon

what i worry what i scare really will come true

am i a god? weird?

lastly thanks for my dear advices

what she told me really did wake me up

what she told me really correct

i just keep follow people step to move but never think of myself

i just very care how a people treat me but never think of it good or bad

i don want let a people bring me walk 

i need walk alone 

i cant depends on other more i need is independent

it just a little things can make i lost myself 

i just want to give a big stupid clap to myself

keep tell myself cant get use in everythings

because this might be changes in 1 second 1 minute 1 days 

things will not last forever 

i need to face it by myself with a stronger mood 

can i??

i just realise more 9 days is my birthday

20 years old??

20 years old bring me many problem

november have many friends birthday

saw they post their happy picture on facebook 

feel them so happy and enjoy :)

happy to see it :)

more 34 days i can leave here ^^

i can have my new life without sandakan

hope 2013 will be nice to me 

just correct all my luck and use it on 2013

finger cross 

my MONEY

MAYBANK?

once again! when i fully trust a things at last make me dissapointed again

i just don know where my money goes??

there is no small amount :'(

bank also cant trust? then i really dunno where should i put my money ...

i cant stop scarring i cant stop worrying i cant stop thinking

keep find excuse to myself said that is a problem on my account

after tomorrow have a check then will nothings

my money will come back to me

that all is my saving money

please please please give back to me..

FINGER CROSS

really hope tomorrow all things will be fine...:'(

WORRY MAX !! :'(

哀求

昨晚七点就睡了

感觉很疲惫 很困

连续发了不同的梦 但我都不记得了

唯有记得就只是我苦苦的哀求别丢下我

我哀求谁我不知道 只觉得这场面很熟悉 觉得好像发生过

哀求 在我身上发生了无数次

不是别人哀求我 而是我哀求别人

被人抛弃了 但却苦苦的哀求别扔下我 心痛的碎了 也要硬着自己

我永远都是输的一方 只有配角适合我

我也认命了

从以前我就不懂得拒绝

身边的朋友都说我笨

我只希望只要我能够帮忙的我都会尽能力的帮

帮了到最后自己受委屈

那就只好自己偷偷的哭 哭过就好了 

或许我也习惯了 有事就记得我 无事我的名字就不存在了

这也让我想起了他

从以前的我就一直在帮他 不曾拒绝 傻吗？

这也是我自愿的 所以我没埋怨

有一个很傻的理念 就只想我身边的朋友开心 :)

只要在我能力之中 

这样我自己也开心也享受 :D

但我的开心是短暂的 我的幸福是短暂的

这也让我渐渐习惯了这一切

不敢希望 不敢期待 不敢预测 

因为我害怕  害怕 失望的感觉

p/s: 创造自己的开心 只是假象 过了就没了 

breaking dawn

awwww!!

finally breaking dawn part 2 on showing !!

cant wait to watch it 

but too bad is i sitting my stpm exam

aiksssss

i plan to watch it on my birthday as my birthday present to myself 

watch my lovely movie is a best birthday present..

hahahahaa !!

but can i wait it?

hmmmmm....so hard bahhh   oppsss

fast ahh fast ahhhh~~~

BREAKING DAWN 

happy ending :)

I LIKE HAPPY ENDING SO MUCH

will i have a happy ending too?

haha <3 p="p">

recently i watched 2 taiwan drama 

also have a happy ending :D

i can feel out how happy am i and also will smile out

and 1 singapore drama..yeahuuu~~

what i hope it really come true!!

after finished watched it,that night i can sleep sweetly ..hahaha

am i crazy? that just a drama 

but i really happy with it ..hehe ^^

a drama that have happy ending can let me feel happiness so i super love it 

awwww~~ !!

those drama make me off to study mood but enjoying the happiness..

hahahahaa

this few days i keep thinking a same question

a question that i unable to solve it

but i just not dare to put a hope in it anymore

just let all the things go smoothly and dint have anythings hurt me 

[finger cross]

okay~ finally i passed 3 paper for my stpm

now waiting next week come to sit for 3 paper again

so fast stpm has end 

haha..

but still need endure 2 more weeks so i cant so fast on my holidays mood first

so now is time to study lahh...

gogogo

p/s: take care yourself and take more rest .[ gei dek yam duo2 sui ahh :)]

why so serious :'(

today today and today

sejarah sejarah and sejarah

the paper that i put more hope on it 

the paper that i put more effort on it

the paper that i more stress on it

at last ?? 

last night i was keep memorise all the note and i don even want to skip anythings

study until 2 o clock wait up 6 o clcok refresh back again

even sleep  i also keep memorise all the point 

totally cant sleep well 

all the forcus all the hardworking just because i hope i able answer all question

i careless to skip  one question that i no answer but i had readed it :'(

i am so regret damn regret :'(:'(:'(

i lost 25 marks :'(

for the chapter that i aim no come out

start to what ??

blow water blow untill i fall assleep

why ? why there is no any luck on me :'(

i fall tears in front my mummy when my mummy asked me how about today

i though i am ok but i just cant control my tears

feel so depress right now ;'(

keep telling myself nevermind nevermind it oledi over

but my mood just cant listening to me

i wish to find somethings cheers me up

i wish to lost all the memory right now so that i wont remember what happened today :'(

ahhhhhhhhhh !!!

p/s : sad tears of a day  :'(

 

stpm?

today is friday

2 more days i gonna sit for my exam STPM

omg ! stress max !

really scare i unable memorise all the note all the point

can i write the right answer on the exam paper?

can i answer the paper ?

will i sit there 3 hours for doing nothings?

really scare will happen on me 

next week exam subject PA,PP1 and SEJARAH 1

the most make me nervous is sejarah

i keep scaring until that day i cant remember all the note

now even  sleep i also feel so stress keep memorise all point

haizzz ~~

really wish faster past stpm and have my holidays

really is the first time feel so nervous

god bless me 

[finger crossing]

p/s: please let my heart steady 

问号 ?

朋友

感情

恋人

爱情

难道就不能又是爱情又是朋友吗？

男朋友就只能是男朋友？

能不能当男朋友也当好朋友呢？

哈哈

也蛮特别的 :D

每个人都会有过一段不开心伤痛的感情

但总会过去总会雨过天晴的 :)

但这些痛都会隐藏在内心里

不触碰当然没事

要触碰了，心痛的感觉又会回来了

电视剧里的爱情

一个人一直不停地伤害你，但永远都有另一个人默默的保护着你

这就是电影爱情？

哈哈

或许吧~ 现实的生活也只能有现实的爱情

不过我也有少少期待着

哈哈哈 =P

一段感情能不能维持的长久都是靠彼此的联系

单方面是没有可能守护着一段感情

只有笑没有哭的爱情 有吗？

或许有吧 因为这世界什么事都有可能的

p/s: 不能实现的诺言 为什么要说出口 既然谁出口了 为什么不继续的骗下去

a minute

a minute that i feel dissapointed 

upset

it just like somethings that i already prepare already plan 

but at last just like begging people to join

maybe it too suddenly?

mayb2 it too rush?

maybe it not the right time?

but i just wish we all can enjoy

nevermind, maybe for me it is important 

but for others is not the same idea

different people different mind different attitude

p/s: maybe maybe maybe i can let it

i want to buy this so much lahh ~~

it very fong bin and save time

really LIKE it much much

awww~~

but due to some problem i unable buy this
;(

need wait after exam just manage to buy this 

really wish to have it as fast as possible

but cant :(

be patient to wait for after exam then online buy it home 

hehe

be patient ya soey ^^

boring times boring WEEK

boring de nerhhh ~~
study ? study ? study ?
i am going crazy :(
7 days to go 

can fast abit mahh??

i really cant stand for it anymore 

i want holidays ahhh !!!

i don want my table full of many books 

i don want everyday wake up also thinking of revision

i don want every night also think tomorrow wake up study what subject

haizzzz~~

when the goverment change new rules?

student no need take examination

HAHAHAHAAHA!

i really wish it will happen one day

MAKEUP?

MAKEUP?

makeup can change one people

a simple makeup can make a people look different from outside

but inside was still the same

once you remove all you makeup ,you will be back to original 

2 weeks

2 weeks more i gonna sit for my STPM

stress?

hmmm...is okay..

i just try my best to do well on my paper 

am i wish to get a place in university?

honestly,only 40 % that i wish to get in university

is 4 years to study university and the subject that i study not must what i want

i enough to study a subject that i really not interested

i feel is wasting my time

i want to stay at singapore to do the things that i like and i really interested in it

begining i kow it is hard and toiful but it is the way i choose for my future

i wont blame on anyone and i just will try my best to move towards for my future

you asked me stay at sandakan to find a job 

really sorry,i am stronger reject you..

i wont stay at sandakan to move on for my future..sorry

you want me go where also can but sorry no sandakan.

here got many reason many things many people that make me don even want to stay here 

except my mum

if i able to bring my mum to leave here,i will do

we cant predict our future but we can plan our future

sucess or not sucess just depends how you decide it

p/s: my future is on my hand 

STPM?

finally i start my revision yesterday..

i study PP1 2 hours at last end up of sleep

eyes feel so tired and cant continue study

so i rather choose go bed have a rest

hehe..

i had plan for my revision timetable and i must force myself to follow it

no reason no excuse please ~

fight for STPM 

month november

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU chin min ket :)

i success gave you suprise :D 

today is 2th november 2012

just a 2nd day for november,but i already feel so deepressed

when i saw somethings and know somethings

i really dunno how to settle down or control my mood

i tried to sleep to avoid all the things

but i failed :'(

i able use what way to express my emotion

i unable write out what happened at here

because here is incovenient to write out

you and me stay at different place 

i at sandakan you at another side...

can just we life for our own life and don disturb each other

 i really be dissapointed toward you

how much i believe on you but at last you treat me as this way

nevermind... that is your mouth and i cant stop what you want to said

mayb you just too free or nothings to say

well~~ enought to disturb me !

p/s:i seriously in it

weeeeee ^^ i am graduate form 6 

end my one and half year form 6 life

it build up many memories with all my form 6 friends and also my best buddies :)

will miss my best buddies and teacher very much :)

thx u all for gave me a amazing form 6 life 

i wont forget all about it ^^

xoxo

p/s: it wonderful to have all of you