finally i able to decide what i want
ask ask ask ask ask
why why why why why
at last i get an answer for myself
wanna to stay here because of many reason
wanna to leave here asap because of one reason
but that only reason really suffer me
and just now my friends told me have a work for me
will all this too late??
because i already have a decision
what i plan is just want myself come out from suffer and can have a break
i choose to leave here on january and stay alone when cny
i know will many people ask me why why and why
for sure how much i hope can stay here during cny
how much i hope can play and celebrate with my friends
how much i hope to meet up with my friends
how much i hope to stay here and together pass with you
but all this HOW MUCH just because of 1 reason
the reason is i cant stand for it anymore
so i choose to say goodbye
sometimes will ask back myself is there a big problem can let me give up stay here and pass it alone at singapore
YUP !! outside people wont know how i suffer inside it
i rather choose to alone
somethings that only i know i dint speak it out but doesnt mean it no happened
so countdown 17 days
goodbye sandakan
goodbye malaysia
