october

welcome october ^^

hello :D

time really pass so fast and i like it :)

2 more month i can leave sandakan soon 

1 more month i gonna sit for my STPM 

afraid? stress? 

i don think i have ..haha opssss 

when i chat with my sis just now , finally i know what to do

singapore life is i really wish to have last forever and don wish to come back malaysia

finally i get my mum permission that i not must in university to study 4 years

but my sis was no really agree with it

she told me that last time i force you to study form 6 is because i wish you can get in university and graduation as university student

she said i can study at singapore but i cant give up on STPM

i should try my best to get a better result

if at last i also cant get in that is never mind because i did try my best to hold on the chance

if i don have try straight give up ,she will feel very dissapointed on me

what my sister told me is truth

i never try never move but give up

i don want to stay at here because of many reason ,those reason really make me cant breathe out

so i decide to leave here 

but i know i cant too selfish only think of myself and avoid my family feeling

they are my family forever family

only family will last forever with me 

i will hold on my promise and work it :）

p/s: no matter where are you, i just wish to be with you.