harlo ^^

i am back ^^
sorry to my lovely blog,i din touch it long 2 month le...
miss my blog so muchhh~~
start from today,i will keep update my daily things....

about my singapore life~~i don want mention le..because tat is a sad n hurt
let me only said when i reached singapore lahh...
when 1st day work,tat is very tired..i mm zap guan so very tired n sen fu..
stand around 11 hour cant sit at all...MY GOD!!
but a days pass,i slowly accept le but leg still will pain,walk also lik ah po gem T.T
at singapore,i happened a things tat i cant accept...
deeply hurt deeply pain...
1st time cry under rain,1st time cry alone whole night,cry when working altot tat no 1st
midnight sit alone n cry lik hell,wat a life for me...
everynight just cried till tired thn fall assleep...
all things i just can face alone endure alone...
my manager ask me,where soey ?y i cant find 1st time meet de soey ,work so hardworking so energy,y everyday just lik deadfish...
all tong si ask about me wat happened...
just a min just a day,many things happen around me...i almost crazy le!!!
just told myself be strong be strong be strong n be strong....
but i failed:'(
i just life lik hell everyday:'(
i totally lost myself because i lost a people i appreciate so much n serious so much:'(

soey~~where r u?????? :'(