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oh yeah...my lovely niece is here...

how cute she is :)

see she staring at my iph?

hahaha...she was train by me since she is few month..

i keep help she take picture wherever and no matter what she doing

just want to keep as memory

a picture can explain many things ^^

now she is getting naughty and naughty

what we eating she also want and know how to scold ppl edi

hahahaha ^^

she like to beat me ...jahat :(

i love her the most <3 br="br">

我希望有一个人，可以看穿我的逞强，可以保护我的脆弱。他会在我掉眼泪前，就用大大的手捂住我的眼睛，轻声说我的眼睛只有微笑时才最好看。他会在我受到委屈的时候，把我的脑袋按在他的肩膀上，告诉我在他的面前，永远都不需要伪装坚强，告诉我：就算所有的人都不相信你，都还有我。

我 怎么了？

这一阵子 我怎么了？

为什么我总是想着同一个问题 为什么连自己都觉得很累的问题却放不下

每一天的我都想过的很忙很忙 可以玩的可以笑的 我会尽量的去做 去满足自己

但我总觉的我的心不再属于自己 我是在逃避着某些事

我很想坚强 我很想不削的过每一天 有这么难吗？ 不过我真的办不到

现在不管上网 看戏 看电视 做功课 出街 甚至睡觉 我都是为了在逃避 

我甚至不想自己停下来 我不想有空闲的时间 我不想有多余的时间 我害怕

我以为我离开了这里到外面走走 舒服的呼吸 但我知道我并不开心 ‘

时间？ 那我到低需要多少的时间？时间真的能帮助到我吗？

我觉得很累 我不想在伪装那无谓的笑容 我真的够了 

到底我能怎样做才能做回真真的我 而不是逃避的我 我总是在逃避自己 

甚至去幻想一些不切实际的事麻醉自己

我彩虹的颜色逐渐的消失了 

问过自己无数次我到底要怎样 真的回答不到 灵魂漂浮 只留着身躯在伪装

再次的和自己说  加油！

VAMPIRE STORY

last night i was dated with vampire untill 5 o clock

am i crazy? i think so..

i just cant fall assleep and i don want to stop watch movie

i just scare nothings to do 

dated with vampire is how amazing 

a story that i admire so much plus the it is very amazing

a girl fall in love with a vampire and she nt even feel scare

vampire dint think of hurt her and even keep protect the girl

a handsome and gentlement vampire

i asked myself [will i scare?]

{i wont}

inside edward tell bella 

{i hope you can enjoy the dissapointed}

i like this sentences so much ,dunno why i feel so nice ^^

watched many movie love many story

how about my story? that is i hate the most

i don have story i don want any story

i scare to have story because story will end by 1 day

i scare even don dare to have it

im my life,it only have a fate dream

the dream that hurt me so much and even let me taste how much it heart pain

since the day i know somethings that hides from me 2 years

i be a stupid 1 1/2 years how amazing?

can this word stop fooling me? 

i just want my simple life how come it will so complicated ?

i not worth belong to anyone 

i just belong to myself becoz only myself i can belive.

病魔

我不想就这样过完我的假期

生病了 :(

皮肤敏感 伤风 喉咙痛 发烧 耳朵发炎

病魔病魔 别陪我过假期:(

一个人 生病了 却只有自己

痛的很辛苦 能和谁诉苦？

想找人陪伴 能找谁？

想得到照顾 没有人

不想生病 不要生病 不希望生病

以前病了，总会有个人无时无刻的担心我 照顾我

在我身边唠叨 一直叫我吃药 不让我吃这样吃那样

我不听话了 会像妈妈似的骂我然后温柔的哄回我

让我感觉像个婴儿被照顾着 多么温暖

但不懂何时的我 已经很久没有感受过了

唯有自己给自己温暖 自己叫自己吃药

生病了不难受 寂寞的生病最难受 

或许我应该习惯了 但不懂我还没

或许我总是依赖着别人 

有时像个婴儿被人呵护着照顾着 也是一种温暖的幸福

一直努力着学会一个人的我 还需要时间

害怕寂寞害怕孤单 或许这是我的缺点

我已告诉自己 一个人也可以过的很精彩

 

加油!!

 

buka puasa

okayy~

last friday went to taman Fajar buka puasa with my classmates ^^

bought yummy food and went to cmk house gather and ate

cmk house always is our gathering and study place 

thx cmk very muchiee :D

and v ate fried ice - cream also

thx for our chef also ~

sen fu sai ^^

we chit chatting at there and laugh

pass a happy afternoon with 1 gang of my buddy ^^

but there is still have abit unwonderful for me

haizzzz....

but is okay ,just thinked positif and forget about it :D

LETS  SHARE ^-^

note

如果有一天，你说还爱我，我会告诉你， 其实我一直在等你；我们擦肩而过，我会停住 脚步，凝视你远去的背影，告诉自己那个人我曾经爱过。或许人一生可以爱很多次，然而总有一个人可以让我们笑得最灿烂，哭得最透彻，想得最深切。每个人都有 一个死角，自己走不出来，别人也闯不进去。我把最深沉的秘密放在那里.总有一个人，一直住在心底，却消失在生活里。在这个世界上，没有人真正可以对另一个 人的伤痛感同身受。你万箭穿心，你痛不欲生，也仅仅是你一个人的事，别人也许会同情，也许会嗟叹，但永远不会清楚你伤口究竟溃烂到何种境地。痛过，才知道 如何保护自己； 哭过，才知道心痛是什么感觉， 傻过，才知道适时的坚持与放弃， 爱过，才知道自己其实很脆弱.

对待爱人最残忍的方式，不是爱恨交织，不是欺骗背叛，而是在极致的疼爱之后，逐渐淡漠的爱 :'(

假如你想要一件东西，就放它走。它若能回来找你，就永远属于你；它若不回来，那根本就不是你的.=')

如果真的有一天，某个回不来的人消失了，某个离不开的人离开了,你所要做的，是好好的照顾自己。



p/s my facebook old note...wrote it on 22 may 2011 

past tense

time pass so fast~

so fast few more month 2012 will end

miss all the momment that i had pass

refresh back all my memories

now then i release that is how happy how enjoy ^^

single freedom life just play play play eat eat eat

awww! i like it ^^

no trouble no suffer no heartbroken :D

keep smile and laugh only that is  my job

hahahaha  hehehehe 

how about your guys life?

same with me or more happy then me?

hahahaa ^^