big Day

TAN !!!!

sang yat fai lok :D

you officially 19 years old lahh

we know each others since lower six...

but we close to each other since upper six

i am so happy and glad i know you and become my dear ^^

although we just have 2 years friendship but i just feel like we are know for so long time

i like to share out my things with you no matter happy or sad

because you always willing lent me your ear and be patient heard for my things

really very thanks you 

still remember everyday we chit chat at school 

chat until tired then we will take a rest that is sleep

hahahaha !!

still remember we always saw who fall assleep?

and we sure keep laugh...

what a happy momment with you :D

AND 

when have examination

you always be my side help me about those subject especially sejarah

you will be patient  explain a story to me 

because you know i don understand even i read it

i need a people who explain to me in cantonese

and you are the one always help me 

my form 6 life really so glad that i know you :D

so fast our form 6 had graduate

a friends that i most not willing to leave de is you 

appreciate you this friend so much ^^

now i even hope i can in same university with you

how much i hope it 

but no matter where am i no matter what happen

you forever is my best friends best ji mui best dear ^^

friendship forever 

hope you can enjoy your big day that pass with urs ya

i wish you can have a memorable birthday

again

haPpY bIRtHdAY tO yOU

countdown

13 days left

time pass really so fast 

very fast 

my heart is still unable to accept i am going to singapore alone

my heart is still unable to accept i am gonna leave here soon

my heart is still unable to accept i will be back here after 1 years

my heart is still unable to accept i will leave the one who inside my heart

i can feel out the day when i leave 4th jan 2013

 i am not with a happy mood 

walking inside the boarding room but my heart stll not willing to leave

reach kl start my shopping mood

but my mind still thinking sandakan

leave kl taking flight alone go singapore

reach singapore airport alone

how come i will think about this?

i am not wish can faster leave here go to singapore? 

but now i wish time can slowly abit

can give me more time to stay here?? please

i willbe back here after one years

one years not count so long or so short

but inside this 1 years can happen many things

wait the time i back here will all the things still the same ?

i wish i hope i want 

21.12.2012

harlo~~

i am still here ^^

seem nothings will happen ;)

it sound good :D

last night early sleep then today once open my eyes

i saw my room is bright 

well ~~

i know there is morning already

will the candle get use??

nononono ~~ i think we need put back le

hahahaa ^^

today stay at home 

thinking and making 

just wish i can settle all things and sucess it :)

i want i wish i hope all the people who i know is happy always ^^

just finish clear my latop

my pictures is everywhere and keep repeat and repeat

arrange it and put inside a folder

well ~~

my folder was end by my birthday celebration

i believe it will continue have a new folder ^^

just now suddenly saw somethings

it make me feel sad

i know she keep pretending 

i know she is not okay 

but because of 1 people she need to stay strong and go on

i know she very tired i know she still love him

but all things had changes and it cant turn back

i will always stay on your side support you

no matter what happen you still got urs ;)

you CAN i know you CAN 

P/S: you are always my lovely sister <3 p="p">

世界末日？

today many people talk about word end

they just take this as a joke to talk

i think there is no many people believe it

if really serious,i don think they take it as a joke 

world end??

is tat easy to end??

i don think so ~~

if blackout maybe will happen 

but will our sun uncle take holidays 3 days??

hahaha...

all the things need wait until tomorrow just know 

but sure i hope all things run like normal 

nothings happen :)

today 20-12-2012

what a nice date :D

P/S: finger cross ^^

finally

finally i able to decide what i want

ask ask ask ask ask

why why why why why

at last i get an answer for myself

wanna to stay here because of many reason

wanna to leave here asap because of one reason

but that only reason really suffer me

and just now my friends told me have a work for me

will all this too late??

because i already have a decision

what i plan is just want myself come out from suffer and can have a break

i choose to leave here on january and stay alone when cny

i know will many people ask me why why and why

for sure how much i hope can stay here during cny

how much i hope can play and celebrate with my friends

how much i hope to meet up with my friends

how much i hope to stay here and together pass with you

but all this HOW MUCH just because of 1 reason 

the reason is i cant stand for it anymore

so i choose to say goodbye 

sometimes will ask back myself  is there a big problem can let me give up stay here and pass it alone at singapore

YUP !! outside people wont know how i suffer inside it 

i rather choose to alone 

somethings that only i know i dint speak it out but doesnt mean it no happened

so countdown 17 days

goodbye sandakan

goodbye malaysia

hmmm??

how lehh?？
keep thinking
how to decide lehhh??
really need someone to talk to
teach me and give me some advise
what should i do
i need to get it as fast as possible
because there is not much time for me le
i seriously rush in time now
before still feel there is alot of time
can take it slowly
but why now i feel there is so rush and even feel not enough time for me
omg !!
trouble nerhhh....

快乐

他们说一跟人在这个世界要得到真的快乐其实只需要三样东西

有人可爱，有事可做，有所希望

未来永远是一个谜，不要害怕探索，不要害怕成长

因为这是每个人都要经历的 

该来的总会来，只管万开大步 勇敢向前

假如生活欺骗了你，站起来 要越挫越勇。

当你需要抉择岔路口时，做出让自己不会后悔的选择

不管从什么时候开始 重要的是开始以后不要停止

不管在什么时候结束 重要的是结束以后不要后悔

每个人都有每个人的难处 很多事也不是自己想要的

起点也许是不公平 但机会每个人都有

不公平是现实的存在 别仅把精力放在抱怨不公平而放弃了眼前的机会。

也许我们每个人都有做失败者的时候 

在人生中，许多的成败与得失，并不是我们能预料的

只要我们努力去做，求的一份付出后的坦然

其实我们也能很快乐

人生中 当你得到了一些 自然的你会失去一些

这就是人生的考验吧

在爱情里也都一样 想要得到幸福 就要经过种种的考验

爱一个人就希望他每一分每一秒都开心

希望他能找到属于自己的将来

或许想每一刻每一秒都想待在彼此的身边 但这也存在着一种考验

只要彼此两人拥有着同样的意念 同样的承诺

不管两人分开多远 彼此都能感受到彼此的心跳 彼此的想念

等待并不痛苦 痛苦得是永远的失去

等 也是人生中的考验 

不管 等 多久 不管在那等 依然相信着 我是可以的 :）

爱盈笔  ^^