21.12.2012

harlo~~

i am still here ^^

seem nothings will happen ;)

it sound good :D

last night early sleep then today once open my eyes

i saw my room is bright 

well ~~

i know there is morning already

will the candle get use??

nononono ~~ i think we need put back le

hahahaa ^^

today stay at home 

thinking and making 

just wish i can settle all things and sucess it :)

i want i wish i hope all the people who i know is happy always ^^

just finish clear my latop

my pictures is everywhere and keep repeat and repeat

arrange it and put inside a folder

well ~~

my folder was end by my birthday celebration

i believe it will continue have a new folder ^^

just now suddenly saw somethings

it make me feel sad

i know she keep pretending 

i know she is not okay 

but because of 1 people she need to stay strong and go on

i know she very tired i know she still love him

but all things had changes and it cant turn back

i will always stay on your side support you

no matter what happen you still got urs ;)

you CAN i know you CAN 

P/S: you are always my lovely sister <3 p="p">

世界末日？

today many people talk about word end

they just take this as a joke to talk

i think there is no many people believe it

if really serious,i don think they take it as a joke 

world end??

is tat easy to end??

i don think so ~~

if blackout maybe will happen 

but will our sun uncle take holidays 3 days??

hahaha...

all the things need wait until tomorrow just know 

but sure i hope all things run like normal 

nothings happen :)

today 20-12-2012

what a nice date :D

P/S: finger cross ^^

finally

finally i able to decide what i want

ask ask ask ask ask

why why why why why

at last i get an answer for myself

wanna to stay here because of many reason

wanna to leave here asap because of one reason

but that only reason really suffer me

and just now my friends told me have a work for me

will all this too late??

because i already have a decision

what i plan is just want myself come out from suffer and can have a break

i choose to leave here on january and stay alone when cny

i know will many people ask me why why and why

for sure how much i hope can stay here during cny

how much i hope can play and celebrate with my friends

how much i hope to meet up with my friends

how much i hope to stay here and together pass with you

but all this HOW MUCH just because of 1 reason 

the reason is i cant stand for it anymore

so i choose to say goodbye 

sometimes will ask back myself  is there a big problem can let me give up stay here and pass it alone at singapore

YUP !! outside people wont know how i suffer inside it 

i rather choose to alone 

somethings that only i know i dint speak it out but doesnt mean it no happened

so countdown 17 days

goodbye sandakan

goodbye malaysia

hmmm??

how lehh?？
keep thinking
how to decide lehhh??
really need someone to talk to
teach me and give me some advise
what should i do
i need to get it as fast as possible
because there is not much time for me le
i seriously rush in time now
before still feel there is alot of time
can take it slowly
but why now i feel there is so rush and even feel not enough time for me
omg !!
trouble nerhhh....

快乐

他们说一跟人在这个世界要得到真的快乐其实只需要三样东西

有人可爱，有事可做，有所希望

未来永远是一个谜，不要害怕探索，不要害怕成长

因为这是每个人都要经历的 

该来的总会来，只管万开大步 勇敢向前

假如生活欺骗了你，站起来 要越挫越勇。

当你需要抉择岔路口时，做出让自己不会后悔的选择

不管从什么时候开始 重要的是开始以后不要停止

不管在什么时候结束 重要的是结束以后不要后悔

每个人都有每个人的难处 很多事也不是自己想要的

起点也许是不公平 但机会每个人都有

不公平是现实的存在 别仅把精力放在抱怨不公平而放弃了眼前的机会。

也许我们每个人都有做失败者的时候 

在人生中，许多的成败与得失，并不是我们能预料的

只要我们努力去做，求的一份付出后的坦然

其实我们也能很快乐

人生中 当你得到了一些 自然的你会失去一些

这就是人生的考验吧

在爱情里也都一样 想要得到幸福 就要经过种种的考验

爱一个人就希望他每一分每一秒都开心

希望他能找到属于自己的将来

或许想每一刻每一秒都想待在彼此的身边 但这也存在着一种考验

只要彼此两人拥有着同样的意念 同样的承诺

不管两人分开多远 彼此都能感受到彼此的心跳 彼此的想念

等待并不痛苦 痛苦得是永远的失去

等 也是人生中的考验 

不管 等 多久 不管在那等 依然相信着 我是可以的 :）

爱盈笔  ^^

changes

all things had changed

what the plan before all different 

what i waiting since before all gone

当我知道后，我就知道我不能自私

我不能因为我自己而不管你的前途

我清楚明白知道 前途对每个人来说都很重要

所以我跟自己说 不管到最后答案是怎样

我都会支持 最重要是你开心能找到属于你自己的光明 :D

其实我早已做好准备接受 也不敢给期望自己 

但在等待你的结果时 真的很煎熬 很害怕

一旦你告诉了我 我的眼泪一直往下流

问自己 我不是做好准备了吗？

但我就是控制不了我的情绪

崩溃的大哭一场 :'(

过后心情慢慢冷静了 笑了

开心很开心因为知道你的前途会一片光明 :)

当时有一股的冲动想要留下来 不想离开

一个人静静的不断想着重复的问题  我的答案仍然一样

我需要离开这里 我不能继续的待在这里

我需要一年的时间 一年后我会回来

因为你 不管怎样我都会回来

就利用这一年来考验我们的缘分

我相信缘分 我相信我们是有缘分的

不管在那里 使我们的就是我们的

我相信着 :)

再过两个星期我就要离开了 和我打算更改机票

4 号直接飞到新加坡

从新我的新生活 享受我的开始 努力我的目标

我要坚强 我要忍耐 我要独立

你是我最好的精神  我知道我一定会很想念你 很想念我的朋友 和家人

忍耐一年 一年很快就过去了 我相信我可以 

一年过后 再回到这里 就是新的我 

就让我用这一年好好的想想我的前途 了解自己什么才适合我 而我真真的兴趣是什么

这一次的离开 就一年 

而我也独自在陌生的地方度过农历新年

这么大了 第一次在外面没有亲人的陪伴 没有朋友的陪伴 独自一个人

我行吗？ 没关系 告诉自己没关系

很快很快就熬过了 没有什么是不可以的 

虽然是很害怕 害怕寂寞的自己 

但这是我选择的 不后悔

告诉自己加油吧 ！！:)

只要笑一笑没有什么事情过不了 :D

倒数我离开 还有 19 天

不舍

hello blog

weeeee

hello~~ i am back !

long time dint touch m,y blog after finish my stpm

due to my schedule is full jor

open computer also lazy lahh

haha..opssss

okay ~ lets talk about my holidays :D

firstly,i did celebrate my 20 years old birthday at four points sheraton

all my buddies and friends join together and sleep in one room

how amazing :D

we swim and gym at there..it a good memoriEs for me :D

but my mood being spoiled by my gastirc pain..aiksss

and some things that made me alomost fall tears

but luckily i can with a happy to passed my birthday night 

here u need THANKS all gave me a enjoyable birthday day 

heart you all <3 p="p">

next ~~ i went to tawau at 9-12 of december

what a enjoyable trip

start to love tawau so much ~

i went to tawau with 4 people by bus

it very suffer to sit inside bus 6 hours

this year i really fate with bus 

the third time i by bus go travel

hahaha

tawau food is nice !

DURIAN SAGO ! this really is my favourite and i wish to stay at tawau because if this

awwwww~~ 

how delicious !!!!

and most important is we know new friends :D

they are friendly and funny 

really feel so happy to know them :) give us a happy trip in tawau :)

beer night?

also want thx those beer gave me dare in that night

i able to ask and said out the things that keep inside my heart so long time

i feel so release after said it all out and asked all

although i not so remember what i said..hehe

a memory tawau trip ...<3 p="p">