again !! kk trip :D

yeahuuu~~

turn to our gang kk trip

4 days 3 nights kk trip

 miss??

i very miss it..miss all my secondary school life memorise

happy memorise i will remember all the time :)

those sad and unhappy memorise i already forget 

haha

KA ANN WENDY TRACY

u gals are my best ji mui forever and ever..

muacksssss !!!

i am lucky that let me meet up with u all

lets have a forever friendship

memorise :)

hello december ^^ good morning

haha..today suddenly think of my kk trip with my ji mui last time

saw back those old picture 

thinking back all our memorise..

how happy how sweet:D

lets fresh back my secondary graduate day :)

BSMM & BB ^^

my 6 years ji mui <3 p="p">

my another partner at BSMM :D

she is my lovely teacher since i form 3 

really did miss she so much 

teacher ~ i miss you 

photosoot inside toilet..hehe

pro in act?? haha

BSMM naib pengerusi & GB pengerusi ^^

a same day ,v went to tshun ngen have our swat photoshoot 

did make alot fun 

and most important is our camera man CMK ...hahaha

how miss my old look =p

HAPPY :D

white colour is our team colour in that day

photoshoot 1

 saw?? our professional camera man..

haha

能吗？

我能说出来吗?
我能要求吗？
我能表达吗？
我能吗？

有些事不能假装的不知道
但也要假装的不知道
有些事要隐藏
但却隐藏的好辛苦

为什么人就不能表达一切？
是因为环境的影响
而要勉强自己 假装的很好
有时假装的多 也慢慢的开始讨厌自己

笑容可以代替一切 一笑而过
眼泪可以哭诉一切 哗啦撒过
心里的痛 能一夜忘记?

失眠很痛苦 明明很累了 眼睛累了

躺上床上却眼睁睁的

无论试着怎样强逼自己赶快入睡 都没用

有些烦恼 有些痛楚 有些问题

都想借由睡觉带过 不过失败

我已习惯了吗？ 

是否每天都要尝试着失眠的痛苦

我就是睡不着！！！

我只想好好的睡一觉

为什么从以前我就不会得到答案

没有答案的生活

我厌恶了

life

thanks

曲婉婷 



春天, 情不自禁想念
会到哪一天, 不再会去留恋
夏天, 天上掉着雨点
我不再是从前, 
不会因你哭得红了眼
秋天, 花儿谢了一片
我不再会因你而改变
也不再会犹豫说再见
冬天, 很快又是一年
世界不是这个屋檐
没有你的日子更加甜
我感谢你离开了我, 你可知道
没有你我不会这么快的学到
什么是坚强,什么是真爱
人为何要先懂得爱自己再去爱别人
你以为你离开了, 我不会快乐
像电视里的女主角一样难过
我告诉你今天
我过得很快活…

“你走的那天 我哭了
不知道什么时候 能够停止这种感觉
一年以后的今天 我笑了
感谢你当初离开了我
没有了你的日子 我过得更快活”
每一天, 我都可以实现
所谓的事你曾说我做不到
我终于明白什么事都不依靠…
我感谢你离开了我, 你可知道
没有你我不会这么快的学到
什么是坚强,什么是真爱
人为何要先懂得爱自己再去爱别人
你以为你离开了, 我不会快乐
像电视里的女主角一样难过
我告诉你今天
我过得很快活…
我感谢你离开了我, 你可知道
没有你我不会这么快的学到
什么是坚强,什么是真爱
人为何要先懂得爱自己再去爱别人
你以为你离开了, 我不会快乐
像电视里的女主角一样难过
我告诉你今天
我过得很快活…

bye by3 hello

bye bye bye bye bye

NOVEMBER

hello hello hello hello

DECEMBER

let us welcome DECEMBER together :D

a last month in year 2012

a last month let us to done our things in 2012

and get ready welcome a new year ^^

dunno why i just hope what i have at 2012 just stay it there

i want a brand new year 2013 

depends

last night 

i seriously very emotional

i just feel that my heart is nt belong to me

it just don hear what i said ,i just cant control my heart perfectly

what happened har??

this few days i damn emo of keep thinking those nonsense

why ahh?.

i also feel myself so stupid like to make trouble out

ishhhh !!!

maybe i just believe what i feel 

i just can feel out what will happen soon

what i worry what i scare really will come true

am i a god? weird?

lastly thanks for my dear advices

what she told me really did wake me up

what she told me really correct

i just keep follow people step to move but never think of myself

i just very care how a people treat me but never think of it good or bad

i don want let a people bring me walk 

i need walk alone 

i cant depends on other more i need is independent

it just a little things can make i lost myself 

i just want to give a big stupid clap to myself

keep tell myself cant get use in everythings

because this might be changes in 1 second 1 minute 1 days 

things will not last forever 

i need to face it by myself with a stronger mood 

can i??

i just realise more 9 days is my birthday

20 years old??

20 years old bring me many problem

november have many friends birthday

saw they post their happy picture on facebook 

feel them so happy and enjoy :)

happy to see it :)

more 34 days i can leave here ^^

i can have my new life without sandakan

hope 2013 will be nice to me 

just correct all my luck and use it on 2013

finger cross