Tuesday, November 20, 2012

why so serious :'(

today today and today
sejarah sejarah and sejarah
the paper that i put more hope on it 
the paper that i put more effort on it
the paper that i more stress on it
at last ?? 
last night i was keep memorise all the note and i don even want to skip anythings
study until 2 o clock wait up 6 o clcok refresh back again
even sleep  i also keep memorise all the point 
totally cant sleep well 
all the forcus all the hardworking just because i hope i able answer all question
i careless to skip  one question that i no answer but i had readed it :'(
i am so regret damn regret :'(:'(:'(
i lost 25 marks :'(
for the chapter that i aim no come out
start to what ??
blow water blow untill i fall assleep
why ? why there is no any luck on me :'(

i fall tears in front my mummy when my mummy asked me how about today
i though i am ok but i just cant control my tears
feel so depress right now ;'(
keep telling myself nevermind nevermind it oledi over
but my mood just cant listening to me
i wish to find somethings cheers me up
i wish to lost all the memory right now so that i wont remember what happened today :'(
ahhhhhhhhhh !!!

p/s : sad tears of a day  :'(
 


Friday, November 16, 2012

stpm?

today is friday
2 more days i gonna sit for my exam STPM
omg ! stress max !
really scare i unable memorise all the note all the point
can i write the right answer on the exam paper?
can i answer the paper ?
will i sit there 3 hours for doing nothings?
really scare will happen on me 
next week exam subject PA,PP1 and SEJARAH 1
the most make me nervous is sejarah
i keep scaring until that day i cant remember all the note
now even  sleep i also feel so stress keep memorise all point
haizzz ~~
really wish faster past stpm and have my holidays
really is the first time feel so nervous
god bless me 
[finger crossing]

p/s: please let my heart steady 

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

问号 ?

朋友
感情
恋人
爱情

难道就不能又是爱情又是朋友吗?
男朋友就只能是男朋友?
能不能当男朋友也当好朋友呢?
哈哈
也蛮特别的 :D
每个人都会有过一段不开心伤痛的感情
但总会过去总会雨过天晴的 :)
但这些痛都会隐藏在内心里
不触碰当然没事
要触碰了,心痛的感觉又会回来了
电视剧里的爱情
一个人一直不停地伤害你,但永远都有另一个人默默的保护着你
这就是电影爱情?
哈哈
或许吧~ 现实的生活也只能有现实的爱情
不过我也有少少期待着
哈哈哈 =P
一段感情能不能维持的长久都是靠彼此的联系
单方面是没有可能守护着一段感情
只有笑没有哭的爱情 有吗?
或许有吧 因为这世界什么事都有可能的

p/s: 不能实现的诺言 为什么要说出口 既然谁出口了 为什么不继续的骗下去




Tuesday, November 13, 2012

a minute

a minute that i feel dissapointed 
upset
it just like somethings that i already prepare already plan 
but at last just like begging people to join
maybe it too suddenly?
mayb2 it too rush?
maybe it not the right time?
but i just wish we all can enjoy

nevermind, maybe for me it is important 
but for others is not the same idea
different people different mind different attitude

p/s: maybe maybe maybe i can let it

Monday, November 12, 2012


i want to buy this so much lahh ~~
it very fong bin and save time
really LIKE it much much
awww~~

but due to some problem i unable buy this
;(
need wait after exam just manage to buy this 
really wish to have it as fast as possible
but cant :(
be patient to wait for after exam then online buy it home 
hehe
be patient ya soey ^^

boring times boring WEEK

boring de nerhhh ~~
study ? study ? study ?
i am going crazy :(
7 days to go 
can fast abit mahh??
i really cant stand for it anymore 
i want holidays ahhh !!!
i don want my table full of many books 
i don want everyday wake up also thinking of revision
i don want every night also think tomorrow wake up study what subject
haizzzz~~
when the goverment change new rules?
student no need take examination
HAHAHAHAAHA!
i really wish it will happen one day



Thursday, November 8, 2012

MAKEUP?



MAKEUP?
makeup can change one people
a simple makeup can make a people look different from outside
but inside was still the same
once you remove all you makeup ,you will be back to original