MAKEUP?

MAKEUP?

makeup can change one people

a simple makeup can make a people look different from outside

but inside was still the same

once you remove all you makeup ,you will be back to original 

2 weeks

2 weeks more i gonna sit for my STPM

stress?

hmmm...is okay..

i just try my best to do well on my paper 

am i wish to get a place in university?

honestly,only 40 % that i wish to get in university

is 4 years to study university and the subject that i study not must what i want

i enough to study a subject that i really not interested

i feel is wasting my time

i want to stay at singapore to do the things that i like and i really interested in it

begining i kow it is hard and toiful but it is the way i choose for my future

i wont blame on anyone and i just will try my best to move towards for my future

you asked me stay at sandakan to find a job 

really sorry,i am stronger reject you..

i wont stay at sandakan to move on for my future..sorry

you want me go where also can but sorry no sandakan.

here got many reason many things many people that make me don even want to stay here 

except my mum

if i able to bring my mum to leave here,i will do

we cant predict our future but we can plan our future

sucess or not sucess just depends how you decide it

p/s: my future is on my hand 

STPM?

finally i start my revision yesterday..

i study PP1 2 hours at last end up of sleep

eyes feel so tired and cant continue study

so i rather choose go bed have a rest

hehe..

i had plan for my revision timetable and i must force myself to follow it

no reason no excuse please ~

fight for STPM 

month november

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU chin min ket :)

i success gave you suprise :D 

today is 2th november 2012

just a 2nd day for november,but i already feel so deepressed

when i saw somethings and know somethings

i really dunno how to settle down or control my mood

i tried to sleep to avoid all the things

but i failed :'(

i able use what way to express my emotion

i unable write out what happened at here

because here is incovenient to write out

you and me stay at different place 

i at sandakan you at another side...

can just we life for our own life and don disturb each other

 i really be dissapointed toward you

how much i believe on you but at last you treat me as this way

nevermind... that is your mouth and i cant stop what you want to said

mayb you just too free or nothings to say

well~~ enought to disturb me !

p/s:i seriously in it

weeeeee ^^ i am graduate form 6 

end my one and half year form 6 life

it build up many memories with all my form 6 friends and also my best buddies :)

will miss my best buddies and teacher very much :)

thx u all for gave me a amazing form 6 life 

i wont forget all about it ^^

xoxo

p/s: it wonderful to have all of you 

pre-U prom night party

oh yeah ^^

here the picture :)

yesterday was our school st mary PRE-U prom night party

nothings can said but i enjoyed so much :D

yesterday night was had many beautiful girls and charming boys

a thing that must did sure is take picture with leng lui leng zai..

hahahaha^^

all the performance was amazing 

and also our class performance was runed smoothly and success :)

our class teacher pn chung was so happy on that night

never see she will smile that sweetly :)  like it

around 10 o clock all the performance had end

for sure we comfirm had second round..haha

we went to best brew to had our fun night 

what a awesome night with all my friends ^^

the amazing life band plus 2 beautiful sing girls

wow !!

we all dance like no tomorrow even go up the stage

all had their fun dance around OPPA SABAH STYLE 

hahahaa !!

all dance until tired and sweat alot but all had enjoyed so much ^^

around 12 ,all was nack home and our gang was went to third round to had supper

haha..really hungry ~

before went back home,was something bad happened 

it really shock me but really thx god my friends was nothings and okay now :)

reached home around 2.30 midnight..a lazy things i need to did was washed my hair 

and removed my makeup

i was really feel crazy to wash my hair 

it take me around half hour to washed it..ishhh !!

went to bed around 3.30 o clock 

then sleep like a pig..^^

not easy

ding dong

i am here writting my blog again

many many things i want to said out

but i just dunno how to said it out

sometimes really feel down cause of my dad

even feel depressed

i just wish i can control him not to talk or stop him to talk

really feel enough and enough

it is make me damn crazy!!

i dunno how to avoid i dunno i really dunno !！

no matter how i just can keep it by myself

cause i am no one besides me 

tomorrow is a day st mary graduation day

end my form 6 life after tomorrow

so fast had been one and half year i study at st mary school

st mary built up many many memories to me

sad happy crazy laugh cry scare 

here i said ,i really lose to st mary from many side

i even tried all the bad feeling 

anyway ,here i need to thx st mary also 

through all these things happened let me grow more mature and mature

especially st mary teacher

my class teacher,she did teach us alot of things

thanks you teacher :D

here i need to mention is oppa gangnam gang ^^

a group of my best buddies that i know in my form 6 life 

they are quite funny and playful

together with they only laugh laugh laugh and also laugh ^^

thx u guys let me have a crazy and happily time during my form 6 time

if nt u guys i think it will be very boring gua~   maybe lah   HAHA

so fast we gonna seperate and go for our own future

no matter where we go,our memory still here :) friendship still here :)

GOOD LUCK for your guys 

hope to see you all in uni :D

p/s: i believe that have friendship forever 

let it go

my dear...

i understand about your situation

i understand :)

YOU ! please remember that i am always stand here support you :)

no matter when where ,i still be here

even thought after we graduation or we far apart from each other

our friendship is forever :D

slowly to let all the sadness go away

slowly find back your happy

i believe that you will find a mr right

your mr right is standing somewhere to waiting you

time will prove to you ^^

remember you are not alone 

if  a day u want to said out all things i willing sitting beside you and heard 

GAMBATEH 

p/s: nevermind is okay ^^ nothings is impossible