thanks

曲婉婷 



春天, 情不自禁想念
会到哪一天, 不再会去留恋
夏天, 天上掉着雨点
我不再是从前, 
不会因你哭得红了眼
秋天, 花儿谢了一片
我不再会因你而改变
也不再会犹豫说再见
冬天, 很快又是一年
世界不是这个屋檐
没有你的日子更加甜
我感谢你离开了我, 你可知道
没有你我不会这么快的学到
什么是坚强,什么是真爱
人为何要先懂得爱自己再去爱别人
你以为你离开了, 我不会快乐
像电视里的女主角一样难过
我告诉你今天
我过得很快活…

“你走的那天 我哭了
不知道什么时候 能够停止这种感觉
一年以后的今天 我笑了
感谢你当初离开了我
没有了你的日子 我过得更快活”
每一天, 我都可以实现
所谓的事你曾说我做不到
我终于明白什么事都不依靠…
我感谢你离开了我, 你可知道
没有你我不会这么快的学到
什么是坚强,什么是真爱
人为何要先懂得爱自己再去爱别人
你以为你离开了, 我不会快乐
像电视里的女主角一样难过
我告诉你今天
我过得很快活…
我感谢你离开了我, 你可知道
没有你我不会这么快的学到
什么是坚强,什么是真爱
人为何要先懂得爱自己再去爱别人
你以为你离开了, 我不会快乐
像电视里的女主角一样难过
我告诉你今天
我过得很快活…

bye by3 hello

bye bye bye bye bye

NOVEMBER

hello hello hello hello

DECEMBER

let us welcome DECEMBER together :D

a last month in year 2012

a last month let us to done our things in 2012

and get ready welcome a new year ^^

dunno why i just hope what i have at 2012 just stay it there

i want a brand new year 2013 

depends

last night 

i seriously very emotional

i just feel that my heart is nt belong to me

it just don hear what i said ,i just cant control my heart perfectly

what happened har??

this few days i damn emo of keep thinking those nonsense

why ahh?.

i also feel myself so stupid like to make trouble out

ishhhh !!!

maybe i just believe what i feel 

i just can feel out what will happen soon

what i worry what i scare really will come true

am i a god? weird?

lastly thanks for my dear advices

what she told me really did wake me up

what she told me really correct

i just keep follow people step to move but never think of myself

i just very care how a people treat me but never think of it good or bad

i don want let a people bring me walk 

i need walk alone 

i cant depends on other more i need is independent

it just a little things can make i lost myself 

i just want to give a big stupid clap to myself

keep tell myself cant get use in everythings

because this might be changes in 1 second 1 minute 1 days 

things will not last forever 

i need to face it by myself with a stronger mood 

can i??

i just realise more 9 days is my birthday

20 years old??

20 years old bring me many problem

november have many friends birthday

saw they post their happy picture on facebook 

feel them so happy and enjoy :)

happy to see it :)

more 34 days i can leave here ^^

i can have my new life without sandakan

hope 2013 will be nice to me 

just correct all my luck and use it on 2013

finger cross 

my MONEY

MAYBANK?

once again! when i fully trust a things at last make me dissapointed again

i just don know where my money goes??

there is no small amount :'(

bank also cant trust? then i really dunno where should i put my money ...

i cant stop scarring i cant stop worrying i cant stop thinking

keep find excuse to myself said that is a problem on my account

after tomorrow have a check then will nothings

my money will come back to me

that all is my saving money

please please please give back to me..

FINGER CROSS

really hope tomorrow all things will be fine...:'(

WORRY MAX !! :'(

哀求

昨晚七点就睡了

感觉很疲惫 很困

连续发了不同的梦 但我都不记得了

唯有记得就只是我苦苦的哀求别丢下我

我哀求谁我不知道 只觉得这场面很熟悉 觉得好像发生过

哀求 在我身上发生了无数次

不是别人哀求我 而是我哀求别人

被人抛弃了 但却苦苦的哀求别扔下我 心痛的碎了 也要硬着自己

我永远都是输的一方 只有配角适合我

我也认命了

从以前我就不懂得拒绝

身边的朋友都说我笨

我只希望只要我能够帮忙的我都会尽能力的帮

帮了到最后自己受委屈

那就只好自己偷偷的哭 哭过就好了 

或许我也习惯了 有事就记得我 无事我的名字就不存在了

这也让我想起了他

从以前的我就一直在帮他 不曾拒绝 傻吗？

这也是我自愿的 所以我没埋怨

有一个很傻的理念 就只想我身边的朋友开心 :)

只要在我能力之中 

这样我自己也开心也享受 :D

但我的开心是短暂的 我的幸福是短暂的

这也让我渐渐习惯了这一切

不敢希望 不敢期待 不敢预测 

因为我害怕  害怕 失望的感觉

p/s: 创造自己的开心 只是假象 过了就没了 

breaking dawn

awwww!!

finally breaking dawn part 2 on showing !!

cant wait to watch it 

but too bad is i sitting my stpm exam

aiksssss

i plan to watch it on my birthday as my birthday present to myself 

watch my lovely movie is a best birthday present..

hahahahaa !!

but can i wait it?

hmmmmm....so hard bahhh   oppsss

fast ahh fast ahhhh~~~

BREAKING DAWN 

happy ending :)

I LIKE HAPPY ENDING SO MUCH

will i have a happy ending too?

haha <3 p="p">

recently i watched 2 taiwan drama 

also have a happy ending :D

i can feel out how happy am i and also will smile out

and 1 singapore drama..yeahuuu~~

what i hope it really come true!!

after finished watched it,that night i can sleep sweetly ..hahaha

am i crazy? that just a drama 

but i really happy with it ..hehe ^^

a drama that have happy ending can let me feel happiness so i super love it 

awwww~~ !!

those drama make me off to study mood but enjoying the happiness..

hahahahaa

this few days i keep thinking a same question

a question that i unable to solve it

but i just not dare to put a hope in it anymore

just let all the things go smoothly and dint have anythings hurt me 

[finger cross]

okay~ finally i passed 3 paper for my stpm

now waiting next week come to sit for 3 paper again

so fast stpm has end 

haha..

but still need endure 2 more weeks so i cant so fast on my holidays mood first

so now is time to study lahh...

gogogo

p/s: take care yourself and take more rest .[ gei dek yam duo2 sui ahh :)]