nothing wait=give up

thx for a conversation
finally i can decide what i do now
what i want now
is sound like serious??
YeS! i am serious in it...


p/s:

You can hide the pain that you feel and make others believe you can move on but you can never deny the truth to yourself that the person who has failed and hurt you is still the person you’ll always choose to love. p/s: The face can speak a thousand emotions but it can easily mask what the heart truly feels. Don’t be fooled for the happiest face may be masking the most hurting heart. p/s: Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow, fall in order to know, lose in order to gain. And sometimes we have to be broken so we can be whole again.

pass tense

today afternoon raining heavily again

think back the time when i at singapore

how amazing that i stand under a heavy rain cried for whole night

cried until rain stop i still standing there

nobody will know you are crying when you stand under raining

when i remember that momment ,my heart still will feel pain even heartache

now i realise that,even i forget about it but once i touch it ,still the same no matter how i escape it

being alone not a scary things but being hurt is the most scary things

i just wish i can forget all my memories 

just save those happy memories 

tired on somethings that i keep to escape until now

tired in somethings that i keep act until now

but life still go on

just keep telling myself it will be alright

smile to treat every single days

:D :)

give up

give up 

give up

give up 

give up

really tired to think about it already

just give up on it and stay at singapore 

i know i sure will emo on that time

but is okay bahhh

still got many chance that i can gather with my friends 

still got many times chinese new year :)

cheers soey ^^

thinking to go travel to cheers my emo

haha

planning but dunno it work or not

depends bah 

i think i can pass it even though i am staying at singapore alone and far away from my family and friends

stay stronger !!

well ~~ here the relax timing 

went to 4 point to had a hoaegaarden with my friends

plus live band 

what a enjoyable nights 

love the feel there 

hoagaarden ! my favourite <3 p="p">

stress ahhh

should back or don back leh?

all my buddies and big family is back sandakan celebrate chinese new year

and my brother mayb back also..

me?

the problem is i january just go to singapore 

then february back again?

air ticket sibeh expensive lehhh...==

hmmmmm...i should think it cleary and decide it as fast as possible

stay at singapore pass chinese new year is okay 

but i sure will emo 

cause really is 1st time i no stay at my home pass chinese new year

no ang pao :(

no lion dance:(

hmmmm.....think again think again....

miss?

missing someone right now

who? who? who?

my heart is calling your name

can i tell you that i miss you ?

i really wish that i can loudly tell you 

i think sometimes hide is a good way to protect myself

but it is enough tired 

waiting to end 2012 

i believe tat 2013 will be a brand new year for me to start everything new :D

move or don move?

i cant predict that

now i choose to don care don see don heard and DON KNOW

don want to know then no nid to think

i think i feel so comfortable with this way

"YOu" do take care yourself'

p/s: anythings happened just smile :） 

october

welcome october ^^

hello :D

time really pass so fast and i like it :)

2 more month i can leave sandakan soon 

1 more month i gonna sit for my STPM 

afraid? stress? 

i don think i have ..haha opssss 

when i chat with my sis just now , finally i know what to do

singapore life is i really wish to have last forever and don wish to come back malaysia

finally i get my mum permission that i not must in university to study 4 years

but my sis was no really agree with it

she told me that last time i force you to study form 6 is because i wish you can get in university and graduation as university student

she said i can study at singapore but i cant give up on STPM

i should try my best to get a better result

if at last i also cant get in that is never mind because i did try my best to hold on the chance

if i don have try straight give up ,she will feel very dissapointed on me

what my sister told me is truth

i never try never move but give up

i don want to stay at here because of many reason ,those reason really make me cant breathe out

so i decide to leave here 

but i know i cant too selfish only think of myself and avoid my family feeling

they are my family forever family

only family will last forever with me 

i will hold on my promise and work it :）

p/s: no matter where are you, i just wish to be with you.