amazing saturday ^^

fanstatic saturday 

last saturday whole day keep hang out with friends pass a busy saturday

i like this type of feeling 

even though that is keep run with time but feel so happy also

just no time to sit down and doing nothings

i rather choose busy till veru tired rather than nothings to do

last saturday my 1st round was went to tuition ^^

2nd round went to lunch with my dear and 2 buddy :)

3 round was went back home become tuition teacher ^-^

4 round was went out dinner =)

5 round was went to D box sing k :D

6 round went to citi club yam cha time >-<

last round went to pasar had super ! =]

wow~ how full !

just feel it is a best best day for me to have it :)

happy wonderful  enjoyable saturday 

hug hug ^*^

left hand side: my dear ann 

right hand side: noob su kai

left hand side(down): gou ngiok 7 man

right hand side(down): fai goh goh 

the most professional single of that night

wow~~

waiting the 2nd time gather with u all again 

xoxo

hi september

oh yeah~ i am here again ^^

welcome new month september

that is getting near n near that i going to singapore

yeahuuu ~

but also getting near for my STPM 

aiksss ~

and my last semester exam is around the corner,everynight forcing myself do the same things that is study

but at last end up with FACEBOOK

hahahaha...FAILED :(

how lazy am i ?? 

september the most happy is all my buddies is back to my side ^_^

few month dint gather with them le,even some friends is stay at sandakan also no much time meet each other

we all are busy our own study 

wish faster finish my PRA U life and start my singapore life

really bored and tired of exam le..

the things that need memorise is really many many MANY !

now i just need to study mood on for my coming soon exam

hope that i able catch up all the notes and save in my mind..

[GOD BLESS ME]

recently i slowly changing myself

a way that simple and useful to changing myself

is good? 

hmmmmm,need to know after few month :)

wish me luck ^^

keyang chin

oh yeah...my lovely niece is here...

how cute she is :)

see she staring at my iph?

hahaha...she was train by me since she is few month..

i keep help she take picture wherever and no matter what she doing

just want to keep as memory

a picture can explain many things ^^

now she is getting naughty and naughty

what we eating she also want and know how to scold ppl edi

hahahaha ^^

she like to beat me ...jahat :(

i love her the most <3 br="br">

我希望有一个人，可以看穿我的逞强，可以保护我的脆弱。他会在我掉眼泪前，就用大大的手捂住我的眼睛，轻声说我的眼睛只有微笑时才最好看。他会在我受到委屈的时候，把我的脑袋按在他的肩膀上，告诉我在他的面前，永远都不需要伪装坚强，告诉我：就算所有的人都不相信你，都还有我。

我 怎么了？

这一阵子 我怎么了？

为什么我总是想着同一个问题 为什么连自己都觉得很累的问题却放不下

每一天的我都想过的很忙很忙 可以玩的可以笑的 我会尽量的去做 去满足自己

但我总觉的我的心不再属于自己 我是在逃避着某些事

我很想坚强 我很想不削的过每一天 有这么难吗？ 不过我真的办不到

现在不管上网 看戏 看电视 做功课 出街 甚至睡觉 我都是为了在逃避 

我甚至不想自己停下来 我不想有空闲的时间 我不想有多余的时间 我害怕

我以为我离开了这里到外面走走 舒服的呼吸 但我知道我并不开心 ‘

时间？ 那我到低需要多少的时间？时间真的能帮助到我吗？

我觉得很累 我不想在伪装那无谓的笑容 我真的够了 

到底我能怎样做才能做回真真的我 而不是逃避的我 我总是在逃避自己 

甚至去幻想一些不切实际的事麻醉自己

我彩虹的颜色逐渐的消失了 

问过自己无数次我到底要怎样 真的回答不到 灵魂漂浮 只留着身躯在伪装

再次的和自己说  加油！

VAMPIRE STORY

last night i was dated with vampire untill 5 o clock

am i crazy? i think so..

i just cant fall assleep and i don want to stop watch movie

i just scare nothings to do 

dated with vampire is how amazing 

a story that i admire so much plus the it is very amazing

a girl fall in love with a vampire and she nt even feel scare

vampire dint think of hurt her and even keep protect the girl

a handsome and gentlement vampire

i asked myself [will i scare?]

{i wont}

inside edward tell bella 

{i hope you can enjoy the dissapointed}

i like this sentences so much ,dunno why i feel so nice ^^

watched many movie love many story

how about my story? that is i hate the most

i don have story i don want any story

i scare to have story because story will end by 1 day

i scare even don dare to have it

im my life,it only have a fate dream

the dream that hurt me so much and even let me taste how much it heart pain

since the day i know somethings that hides from me 2 years

i be a stupid 1 1/2 years how amazing?

can this word stop fooling me? 

i just want my simple life how come it will so complicated ?

i not worth belong to anyone 

i just belong to myself becoz only myself i can belive.

病魔

我不想就这样过完我的假期

生病了 :(

皮肤敏感 伤风 喉咙痛 发烧 耳朵发炎

病魔病魔 别陪我过假期:(

一个人 生病了 却只有自己

痛的很辛苦 能和谁诉苦？

想找人陪伴 能找谁？

想得到照顾 没有人

不想生病 不要生病 不希望生病

以前病了，总会有个人无时无刻的担心我 照顾我

在我身边唠叨 一直叫我吃药 不让我吃这样吃那样

我不听话了 会像妈妈似的骂我然后温柔的哄回我

让我感觉像个婴儿被照顾着 多么温暖

但不懂何时的我 已经很久没有感受过了

唯有自己给自己温暖 自己叫自己吃药

生病了不难受 寂寞的生病最难受 

或许我应该习惯了 但不懂我还没

或许我总是依赖着别人 

有时像个婴儿被人呵护着照顾着 也是一种温暖的幸福

一直努力着学会一个人的我 还需要时间

害怕寂寞害怕孤单 或许这是我的缺点

我已告诉自己 一个人也可以过的很精彩

 

加油!!