sot gang trip ^^

awwwww!!!

so fast i went to my holidays trip edi

i did enjoyed this trip very much :)

this trip did fullfill all the wish

hahahahahaha...can call as sucess trip...

picture time ~~

going to bus stop early morning with a happy mood ^^

our 4 days 4 nights hotel 

pictures time~~

mango always with me ^^

 waiting movie show time at 11.00

we are too boring ~~hahahahaa

                   he is no sunglass so bag replace..hahaha..    sweet couple act ghost couple <3

 group pica ~

watched MEN IN BLACK 3D show

                      me and ket vun  ^^            group pica with 3D spec         lol?? 5 spec on KV face                                                                

hang to zoo

 pass through many trouble finally we are here LOK KAWI WILDLIFE kota kinabalu 

                                         they are dating~~ weeeeee^^ sweet sweet nerhhh 

                                                          elephant ride ^^ feel not bad werrrrr   

                                                 best buddy ^^ long time no meet up le

                                                        played shadow at TANJUNG ARU beach ^^

劲歌 歌王歌后  we are training for upcoming 新秀 =P

sweet couple in da house <3

                                                                                    PADINI half price clothes ^^

                                                         
                                                           "pain"ball at SURIA mall...

        good try and nice experience ^^

3rd night be4 out for dinner ~~

 all leng zai leng lui ^^

weeeeeee^^ our island trip  PULAU MAMUTIK :D

i wait to go island long time edi,finally i went here ...hehehehe

happy max!!

                                           

                  the sea is very clear and many fish ~~

                first time so close with many fish  

 really got abit scare scare...hahaha

                                            after play for few hour~~ my face :( sunburn :'(

                                                                       emo?? hahaha

                             oawww~~ this chicken rice is cheap and delicious!! yummy~ ,

                                            our last night stay at kk..be4 leave sure want go beer beer 
                                                                      venue: uppertsar 

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happy to have you all pass a memorable kk trip holidays~~

my form 6 life become more colourful coz have u all crazy buddy :D

LOVE YA !!

                                                           
                                                                 

today's me

today happy? unhappy? sad? 

just got a weird feel that i dunno how to describe

feel so weird 

人生就像海浪

大风来了海浪变得凶猛

没刮大风海浪自然斯文了

听着海浪声音 一波一波的打上岸

能让自己轻松起来

人生总不能为了别人而活

我很努力的为自己而活

但总会有不愉快的一天

今天我遇见了 ‘你’

我的心突然停止了，太久没看见你？

或太久没想起你？

自然的我的笑容消失了，还以为我能潇洒的面对我的过去

但这已经成为我心里的伤痕无法抹去的伤痕

努力的笑为了掩饰自己

到最后自己也累了

我不喜欢自己拖累别人 不喜欢自己连累别人

不喜欢自己给别人带来烦恼 不喜欢自己带给别人不开心

我很珍惜在我身边的每一个人

很喜欢带给他们开心 自己也会开心

或许这就是一直以来的我吧

习惯了做这个角色

而我也喜欢做这角色

但我不能自私的只想自己

有时也会带来负面的效果

以前的我没想这么多

舒服就好 顺其自然就好

但原来这是错误的

不可马虎 因为下一秒会发生什么 你我也不知道

无助的时候很想突然会出现一个温柔的肩膀让我依靠

到最后也是自己一个人熬了过来

因为也只剩下我自己能依靠

不想再和寂寞和好 但我没得选择

用酒麻醉自己 让眼泪带走痛苦

唯一的让自己觉得舒服一些些

夜晚安静的生活使我变得寂寞难熬

星期六的我又失眠了

六点眼镜就睁开了

不断的在床上打滚也睡不着

反复思考了某些问题

主角与配角

某些人永远都是属于主角这角色

而我呢？永远都只是站在主角身边的配角

仿佛说新娘身边的伴娘

伴娘帮助新娘换礼服，化妆，招待，陪伴着新娘进入教堂

附送这新娘进入幸福的总站

而我就是扮演这角色

或许我已经习惯了？或许我还在挣扎中？

主角在我身上消失而配角却一直出现在我额头上

或许我真的该接受这就是我的命运吧！

永远只能当配角的命运

我傻傻的相信童话故事

相信着白马王子和真命天子的出现

我   太天真了吗？

也许是吧

每一套爱情戏里，男女主角都有巧合的缘分遇上彼此

而幸福就慢慢浮现了

我巧合的缘分会是谁？让我开始拥有着幸福回是谁？

我会被谁呵护着？ 我会被谁疼爱着？我会被谁拥抱着？

这一切都还在等待着

或许明天就会出现  也许还漫长得很

缘分不能强求 属于你的就是你的 不属于你的 你勉强的拥有也不会幸福

我的红线还在寻找着 mr right :)

而现在的我孤独吗？

一半一半吧！

我很努力的享受属于我的生活  开心与我同在

努力的等待吧！

我相信 “你” 一定会出现

yehuuuuuu~~

soey is back

tonight i close my book edi but tmr still have 1 paper PA 1 

but i edi start my holidays mood 

holidays mood on!

after tomorrow ,i finally finish fight my war

is extremly tired tired and tired...

going to enjoy my holidays with friends~

kk i am coming~~!!! <3<3

going to kk 4 daqys 3 nights with my classmates

wohuuuu~~shopping shopping shopping !!! play play play!!!

wish to have a nice and memorable trip withm them :D

weeeeeee~~

and my 2 best ji mui is coming bck!

finally we can gather together ,chat and play non stop again..

avtime v gather sure play till crazy and laugh non stop

very miss those momment...

wanna use up my energy to enjoy my 2 weeks holidays!!

cause after that i gonna face those thick thick book again..:(

HOLIDAYS MOOD ON!!

朋友

朋友？

你与我之间能遇见和系上朋友这条友谊线

是一种缘分吧

生活里会出现各种各样的朋友，不同性格的朋友

也不能很自私的要每个朋友都和自己一样

认同自己所做的东西 

每个人都会有不同的性格

因为每个人都会有不一样的生活习惯

人会随着自己的生活改变

而我呢？

拥有这许多对朋友的疑问？

有谁能够给我一个完整的答案呢？

每一个人都会有自己的想法自己的逻辑

但当你问了别人的意见或答案

你真的会随着这意见在思考吗？

最终的决定还是在于自己

无论你朋友或家人给予的意见

当时会觉得蛮有意思蛮对的

不过到最后也会随着自己的意愿寻找答案

这就是我们~

不断重复的提醒自己，要试着去包容别人的性格

没有人是十全十美的、

包括我自己也有缺点是别人不喜欢的

我总不能自私的。

别把自己得不满建设在别人的痛苦上

我会试着说服自己别拥有自私意念去讨厌任何一个人

因我没这资格

HELLO~

hello~~ soey officially here again:D

such a long time dint touch my blog edi..

becoz of LAZY

hahahahhaa..

just passed my ujian seragam 2 and nw coming soon is my semester examination

scare till max!

avtime face my exam also will so stress and scare

scare alot of things~haizzzz!!

just study hard study hard and study hard :)

hope i can handle my exam well and hv a nice holidays for myself after that :D

HMMMM,let talk talk about my recently activities

oh ya! i took bck my baby lahh :)

finally can touch my lovely baby edi:)

happy till max!hehehehe

my sch life? such a simple to pass everyday

but recenlty i like to fishing during lesson..

OMG!!!

i just cant control my eyes to close ..haizzz~~

is teacher teach till too boring or i actually very like to slp??ahahahahaXD

my life now appeared 2 bitch! a veru sucks bitch like to barking around!

it totally spoiled and thy no should become 1 of my fren

i feel lap hv thise such fren!

wow!!i was gave my 1st time to croxx!

went to croxx on saturday but drunk..how noob am i~

4 ppl drank 1 bottle black lable..oh yeah~~

that was high till max and enjoyed :D

AWWWWWW!!!

luckily hv my fren to fetch me home and take me home:)

if nt i cant think that night i will at where ><

after drunk i will made out alot of funny..the next day thy told me i also laugh till die..

that is soey ^^ hahahaha

but it was a last time for me to drunk...

it really suffering me the next day..

non stop vomit headache till max! a day keep hug the toilet bowl

that is OMG!

next time go i not allow myself to drunk anymore..

i swear!hahaha

weeeee:D

march!

so fast is month of march!

recently within this 2 month many things happened on me

i just try my best to accepted it and settled it

a things that happened during my BSMM kem,really feel so down

that time really feel so helpless even cried so serious

hope that i able have a shoulder to let me lie on :')

luckily i have a gang of my best buddy:)

they keep advise me and concern me

let me able to face it and settle it...

love you guys :D

feel so tired face all the things alone

but what can i do?

wish i able endure it and keep it within this year..

feel so boring to stay at here anymore...

fast fast fast!!!

somethings that i want to forget but that is too hard for me..

why!!

law of attraction~~think positive..

wish soey able do it and think it